beauty and the boys; draco malfoy

𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖔𝖔𝖑 𝖉𝖆𝖞

𝕊𝕖𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝕤𝕥, 𝔽𝕣𝕚𝕕𝕒𝕪                                                                                        
𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕞 𝟡 𝟛/𝟜

𝕿he time has finally come. I'm in 5th year Hogwarts. This was supposed to be exciting, but the whole thing with Draco made me anxious to meet and talk to him again. We made out, us, the two people you would expect the least.

After that, I felt so guilty and bad, for the end of the summer holidays, it made me sick. He also probably didn't mean anything he said to me that night and probably just wanted me to pleasure him and make him feel better about himself. He is an asshole, he had or maybe still has a girlfriend and he cheated on her. I wish it never happened! I never thought I would be the type of girl, who would know a boy had a girlfriend, but still make out with him. Why couldn't I've just walked out that door when I had the chance to.

Draco is a charmer, he knows exactly what to say, to girls, to make them drool over him, I can't believe he even got to me! I am glad I didn't make more stupid decisions, I would've regretted, and didn't do anything else to please him. Such a lucky bastard he is, many boys fancy me and I know it, but he was the one who got to be my first kiss, it's actually really embarrassing, how am i going to tell all my friends my first kiss was Draco fucking Malfoy! Last year he could pull a lot of Slytherin girls with his looks, but now that he got even more attractive, I wondered if he could pull girls from other houses too? One thing I still find interesting, is that after he almost killed me, he behaved like a real gentleman towards me, I guess these were the guilt feelings.

After all the things that happened between us, I didn't want to see or talk to anyone about it, so I kept it a secret. Basically the rest of the holidays I spent in my room all alone, ignoring all the messages and phone calls of my friends.

Anyways, I have packed all my stuff for the year and we're about to drive off to the platform. When I've arrived, there was a huge crowd.

"Ok, honey do you have everything you need with you?"

"Yeah mom, you can leave now" I said while looking around, checking if anyone sees me talk to my mom.

"Remember to send me an owl!"

"Yeah yeah, whatever" I said so she would leave.

"Ok, have a great year"

"Bye"

I entered the train and put my luggage away. After I've done that, I was looking for an empty place to sit. Every corridor I went through looked the same, I was looking for my best friends, Ginny, Cho and Cedric, but they were nowhere to be found. When I entered to next corridor, I saw him. An average height boy, in a Slytherin robe and platinum blonde hair stood there, his back facing me. He was talking to Blaise and Pansy, blocking the whole corridor. Blaise looked up and made short eye contact with me, then he smirked and looked at Draco. Pansy noticed Blaise was looking somewhere else and looked there too, we made eye contact, that she immediately broke off. I wanted to turn around and leave, but too late, Draco has turned around too and seen me. It would be by far more unprofessional and awkward, if I just turned around and left, so I put my chin up and walked over to them, as if I owned the place. Draco should know what kind of power I hold.

*cough cough*

"oh hi... ehhh... can we-", Draco said, not sounding like himself, there was a lack of confidence in his voice, what never happened before.

I cut him off and dominantly said: "I need to get through"

He stood there, facing me, shocked and provoked, it took him a second to respond: