billie
im telling you Claudia
it felt like she was right by me!
claudia
i know bil but you have
to remind yourself that
she isnt here. i know you
miss her but shes gone.
billie
way to go bozo now im crying
claudia
sorry bil but its the truth.
i have to go but we can talk later
love you fathead!
billie
i love you too
billie
i sigh as i flop down on my bed. i miss her so badly. if i hadnt been so fucking stubborn she wouldve been here still. i can still hear her whispering sweet things into my ear right before falling asleep. or i think i do. im starting to go crazy with out her. i swallow the lump that was starting to form in my throat.
i grab my phone and click on y/n's contact. i just wanna hear her voice. the phone rings a little bit before it goes to voicemail.
".. hi sorry i couldnt come to the phone. im either -billie stop it ignoring you or doing something else haha. ill try and get back to you soon! cut it out babe-"
just hearing her little giggles makes me cry. i remember that day like it was yesterday. she was making her voicemail but kept messing up because i wanted cuddles. her soft laughs and those deep dimples that made me fall in love her even more and her mesmerizing eyes that could send anyone into a deep trance.
i miss everything about her. the way she blushed every time i kissed her forehead. the way she pretended to sleep so she could listen to me sing my favorite song.
and the way she cradled my lap when she cried into my shoulder during that time of month.
fuck it i need to see my baby again.
omniscient
billie stood up and made her way to the room where she kept her weapons. she wouldnt let anyone in there, not even Y/n. billie grabbed her personal hand gun, a piece of paper and a sharpened pencil.
she gathered her items and made her way down to the kitchen where she wrote her death note. the good and bad memories began to flood her head as she made sure the gun was fully loaded.
" dear whoever reads this
im sorry you had to find me like this, i couldnt take the constant pain of not being able to contact y/n. she was the only person who kept me from doing horrible things to myself. i only wanted to see her again. i wanted to be able to hear her beautiful voice and be in her arms. again, im sorry you had to see me like this. dont touch anything in this house. i want it to be just as it was when i left. have a nice day goobye.
-billie"
and thats when billie cocked the gun and pointed it towards her head. right before she pulled the trigger she whispered her final sentence.
"im coming baby.. ill see you soon"
and that was the end of Billie Eilish.
lol i liked this chapter
