No! It can't be true! (NCT2020) -DISCONTINUED-

𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙿𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝚅𝙸

--Author's p.o.v--

Taeyong stayed in his room and cried for most of the day. The others heard about Jaehyun's death and whenever they walked by Taeyong's room they swore they could hear him crying. They were all worried for Taeyong. He didnt seem to take the other's death well but this; according to Jisung was "heartbreaking to see him like this". Whenever one of the others would go to try and check on him. They heard Taeyong tell them to leave him alone or to just go away. Haechan would bring Taeyong food since it was no use in asking him to leave his room. Whenever Haechan would bring Taeyong food, Taeyong opened the door just enough to grab the food and he then closed the door.

--Taeyong's pov--

"𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘴"

"𝓪𝓶 𝓲 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝓾𝓻𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝔂 𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓯𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓫𝓸𝔂𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭?"

"𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. 𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘠𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘦?"

"𝓷𝓸 𝓲 𝓭𝓸𝓷𝓽.."

"𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵"

I sighed realizing I had no choice but to do it.

"𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓪𝓶 𝓲 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓭𝓸 𝓲𝓽?"

"𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘻𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵, 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳"

...

A bit later, Haechan along with Sungchan opened my door.

"Yongie~" Haechan whined to get my attention.

"hm?" i hummed in response.

"I know that its not safe to go out in public but Sungchan and I want to go ice skating" Haechan explained

"Can you come with us so we feel safe?" Sungchan asked shyly.

I felt my heart melt from his cuteness "Of course i will" I told Sungchan as his face lit up with a bright smile.

Haechan smiled "Okay then lets get going!" Haechan excitedly shouted.

"Okay okay, im old and depressed, give me a minute to get up" I joked with both of them as they left my room. I got up out of my bed and I got dressed and put a knife in my pocket.

I sighed as i pulled on my jacket and i put a lighter in the pocket of my jacket.

"𝓲 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓶 𝓭𝓸𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼"

"𝘸𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴?"

"𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓽𝓼 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓢𝓾𝓷𝓰𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓱𝓪𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓹 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰"