𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒 𝚊𝚖||𝚕.𝚊✔︎

seven

"i just wanted you to stay here with me, but maybe we just weren't meant to be."

꧁☘︎︎♧︎☘︎︎♧︎☘︎︎꧂

you wake up in luke's arms. you suddenly remember the events of yesterday and jump out of his arms.

"y/n—"

"no, no. don't talk."

he looks at you with confusion. you don't even know what you were thinking yesterday.

"forget everything i said yesterday luke. forget i said any of it, whatever i said."

§ luke's pov §

she told me to forget it. to forget everything she said.

"forget it?"

"yes luke," she turned to face me, a frantic look of panic in her eyes. "forget everything i said, i don't know what i said to you yesterday, i don't know what happened yesterday, just forget it all."

i nod and bite the inside of my cheek. i scoff and i walk over to her, lifting her chin up.

"no puedo olvidar las dulces cosas que me dijiste ayer. no puedo olvidar el hecho de que me dijiste que me amabas. nunca olvidare. but i can forget you."

i walk away from her, leaving her standing in the room. the words i had just spoke couldn't be taken back, and neither could anything she had openly admitted yesterday. i had meant nothing to y/n, and so y/n would mean nothing to me. but i knew i couldn't actually go through with making her mean nothing.

it's hard to make your everything mean nothing.

§ your pov §

you sit down on the bed and shake your head. what did i just do? your taken back by what he had just said.

"i can't forget the sweet nothings you told me yesterday. i can't forget the fact that you told me you loved me. i'll never forget. but i can forget you."

you shook your head as tears threatened to erupt from your eyes. you drag yourself to the bathroom and turn the shower water on, and undress slowly. you suddenly don't have the energy to do much, probably because you just had a sudden wake up call as to what you just did. you step in the shower and let the water rain over your body and hair. now in the depths of the shower you let your tears stream. the water drowns our your pitiful sobs as you sink down onto the shower floor, not wanting to come back up.

you don't know how long you've been in the shower, but when you get out you see derek sitting on your bed. he's facing the door, away from you, giving you privacy to dress before standing and walking over, taking his place in the doorway.

"what did you say to him?"

"i told him to forget it," you say in a groggy voice. you had been crying probably for hours, and you knew you had to look a mess. you clear your throat and speak again. "told him to forget anything and everything i said to him yesterday, and now i sit here drowning in my own self regret."

he sighs and you look in the mirror, seeing your eyes and red and puffy, swollen from the drastic amount of traumatized and heartbroken tears they had just released. you shake your head and step back.

"you still love him, even after you pushed him away," derek says.

"because sometimes it's hard to push your everything away like they're nothing."

you step out of the bathroom and walk to your room, grabbing a hair tie and throwing your hair up in a quick messy bun without caring to put effort into making it pretty. you walk downstairs and sulk to the kitchen, going to the freezer and grabbing a pint of cookie dough ice cream, when you hear little feet and a little voice gasp.

"y/n!!"

"jack?" you say as you turn around. he runs towards you and you bend down to scoop him up, twirling him around and squeezing him tightly as he laughs.

"hey jack! how's my favorite junior g-man been?" you smile as brightly as you can.

"i'm having fun! daddy doesn't ask me to work cases anymore though," he frowns. it had been about a year since hotch left, and that hit everybody at the BAU hard. hotch was a staple to the team, really the only person who took anything remotely seriously. you sigh and pick jack up, resting him on your hip. "that's because daddy doesn't need to work cases anymore, jack. he takes time to be with you now."

hotch runs in the house looking flustered. "aaron what's wrong?"

"where's morgan?"

"upstairs i think," you say quickly. "jack, earmuffs bud, earmuffs." he covers his ears and you put him down on the counter. "what happened?"

"we can't find luke."

your heart drops and you begin to breathe quickly. "what do you mean you can't find him?"

"we don't know where he is, he's not here. i need morgan down here now and i need you to call the team," hotch says. he runs up the stairs and you grab your phone dialing spencer's number.

"this is dr. spencer reid," he says routinely as he answers his phone.

"spence i need the team, now," you say.

"what happened y/n? is everything alright?"

"no," you say frantically. "they can't find luke, spence. they don't know where he is, what happened to him, where he went, they can't find him. he's gone."

"son of a bitch!" he yells into his phone. "sorry, i'm getting calls from the press about the case. y/n, we can be there in like half an hour."

"how?"

"because this case is in LA, you guys are only at the border of the suburbs surrounding."

"okay," you panic. you hang up with spencer and calm yourself down, or try to at least. you didn't mean for this to happen. you wished you could take it all back, take everything you said back. you had only been here for two days, and the amount of drama that had happened between you and luke in two days was astronomical.

"y/n!"

"jack," you gasp when you see jack running towards you. "buddy what's wrong?"

"somebody's in the house, somebody's in the house y/n!"

you grab your gun from off the counter and jack clings to your leg. you go around the house, checking every room, you finally go outside and see hotch wrestling with somebody on the ground.

"FBI!" you yell as you tell jack to stay away from the man. he holds up a gun at somebody behind you and you realize it's jack, and you jump in front of him.

that was all you remembered before you blacked out.

~~~
guys i panicked writing this okay ngl 🧍‍♀️
BUT WHERES LUKE
lmao i honestly haven't figured it out yet but i will
umm morgan didn't appear either lol? idk what happened there i forgot about him
ooOooOooOoo spooky shits going on

xoxo,
mar❤️