【ꜱᴛᴏʟᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛꜱ.】 Shigaraki x reader angst

03 .

Dabi plants a small brotherly kiss on your forehead and then leaves your room, waving as he closes the door. sigh. He's right, I should go out there... You somewhat reluctantly get up and walk towards the door, silently signing for Rynx to stay and walk out of the room. You look out into the hallways. left. right...

No one. You proceed to walk down the hall and to the bar extremely quietly. You peek in and see Kurogiri behind the bar, per usual, Toga sitting on her phone on the couch, and Dabi sitting on one of the bar stools... drinking?

You walk over with your face void of emotion and sit your head on Dabi's shoulder. He stiffens slightly, "I thought I told you to stop doing that" He lowly almost whispers. You smile and take the class from his hand and go to sit next to Toga, she didn't notice you were in the room seeing as she was probably fangirling over one of her many crushes.

You sit down and lay next to her to which she gets slightly surprised. "Ack!- y/n!!! don't scare me like that!!!" She says rather loudly and hugs me smiling. I've gotten much closer with Toga with time and was used to her ways. "ms. l/n, can you please go get Shigaraki, tell him lunch is ready" Kurogiri said as he cleaned what seemed to be the same cup from 3 days ago. "sure." you got up from laying with toga and walk over to Dabi. "Can I have that back now?" He asked pointing his hand in the direction of the glass you had.

"mhm" you slightly nod as you take a sip of his drink and set it in his hands. "Thanks, Dabi," you say walking as you start walking down the hall to Shigaraki's room. You stare at his door for a few seconds before knocking 3 times. "What?" you hear a muffled low shout from his room, "lunch is ready," you say as you lean against the wall across from his door. " you hear shuffling, and then the rather tall slim man opened the door leaning against the door frame. "what?" he grumbles as he didn't hear you through the door.

"I said lunch is ready," You say while walking down the hall backward, then turning and heading back into the bar. "He'll be down soon," I say going back to chatting with Toga. Just as you said, a few minutes later Shigaraki comes out of the hall and sits in his usual spot at the bar. Kurogiri served (food of choice) as everyone respectively sat and ate, you and toga sat chatting while Dabi was on his phone and Shigaraki was sitting quietly eating his food.

One by one people started heading to their rooms, first Toga, Then Dabi, and then Kurogiri going to restock the alcohol on the shelves walking in and out of the room not paying attention to the two people still in the room. You and Shigaraki. You quietly look at him from afar and rather suddenly you walk over and sit next to Shigaraki on a bar stool. he seemed zoned out and it took a few seconds for him to realize you moved from your spot. "Why are you over here?" he said in his usual aggravated tone. 

You shrugged and look at his face and neck. You examined all the scars on the man as he simply wasn't paying attention to you. "you know..." You spoke out of nowhere 'what am I saying?' "I can heal those," you said looking at the scars on his neck. He looked at you for a moment, as if he thought you were joking. "hm." He got up and walked to the doorway into the hall, Shigaraki turned "come on then.." You mumbled. You got up and followed close behind him silently. He opened his door and walked inside, leading you in as well. Both yours and his room were very similar, except his was much darker and a gaming setup. Along with that he also had a tv, and many other games and consoles spread around on shelves in his room. 'Much cleaner than I expected honestly." You thought to yourself

He sat in his bed and gestured for you to sit next to him, you didn't interact with him much, as he was mainly in his room all the time. "...You can really heal it?" he asked not looking at you or anything in particular. "mmhm." you said still examining his room. "do it." he said bluntly and much more commandingly than he spoke before, you huffed "I was going to anyway, no need to get commanding" you scooted close to him lightly chuckling to yourself at your comment.

"stay still okay?" You spoke much softer than last time. he nodded as he watched your hands glow a bright yellow-ish, pink-ish color. You hovered your hands over his scarred neck and breathed out, he looked away not disturbing what you were doing as he slightly blushed because of how close you were. You finished healing his scars and backed away, not wanting to invade his personal space too much. 

While you were about to leave you saw his computer screen. He had  (favorite game) open. you walk over and sit in his gaming chair, which was quite comfortable. "Hey! What are you doing?!" He stomped over and grabbed you by the wrist with all 5 fingers, pulling you up to your feet. You stood in front of him with your hands up, his hand still holding your wrist. It took him a few seconds to realize that all 5 fingers were down and snatched his hand off of your wrist and backed up. " h- How did you not?-" He seemed very shocked.

"My healing quirk. Remember?" You said, already knowing why he was in shock and what his quirk was. He seemed very shaken and sat on his bed with his hands on his head. "You can go..." You sighed and walked toward him 'what am I doing? why am I walking over to him? I should leave' You grab his hands from his hands and make him look up at you, "You don't need to be upset, nothing happened..." He was speechless that you had the guts to stay after he said to leave, he thought you'd be scared of him, but you weren't. You blush realizing you were still holding his hands and then got up from in front of him and left his room quickly covering your face.

'She's.. different.' Shigaraki thought as he watched you run out of his room

A/N

Hey! finally getting into the Shigaraki x reader, *finally*. This chapter was such a long one and im not complaining tbh. He might be a bit out of character but you know it's okay, I hope you enjoyed it!

~Manix