If only| Draco X Reader (DISCONTINUED)

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opia
n. the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable—their pupils glittering, bottomless and opaque

Opia. I liked the word it sounded angelic
Hermione taught it to me because she's been doing this learn a new word everyday and she told me this one she said she think I would find it interesting which I did I said it basically meant love at first sight

I was walking back to my dorm with pansy to get ready to go to the quidditch game " why do you even want to go you never come with me"
Pansy says holding her book tightly " I'm bored I just want to do something it's fine right?" I ask " uh yea.. it will be better with my best friend any way" she smiles at me
We get back to the room and I change into the sweater still having my tie on and I don't change my skirt I kept it on
As I was changing my shirt pansy looked at me " did it hurt" she asked looking down my my belly button piercing. " nah" i chuckle " but you know I barley feel pain" I say " I want one bit my mum word kill me how did you convince yours" she asked " I didn't my aunt took me and when it already done my mum couldn't do anything so she let me keep it but I was grounded for 3 months but worth it but she won't let me wear anything that's shows my belly anymore...around her at least" I say
" how many piercings do you have in total" she asks. I start counting I'm my head " three on this ear four and this one" I say pointing to my belly " so 8" I say " my mom would rip every single one if I got anything other than my ears and she only lets me have these two" she wines I chuckle " ok let's go" i say grabbing my necklace
We head out the room and coming from the boys side of the dorms we see Blaise and Draco heading to the game " you two playing" pansy ask looking at Draco " what does it look like pansy" Draco says then directing his eyes to me
I quickly look to my hands "come on let's go" Blaise says " good luck to guys" pansy says " don't need it" Draco says
He says walking to the common room door to go to the game
I smirk as I find the comment funny
" let's go" pansy rolls her eyes in Draco's direction
We head to the game
Pansy was only watching Draco like always
" do you think..". " I swear pansy is this is about Draco Im slapping the shit out Of you right now" I say " ok ok sorry" pansy says " pansy why are you so obsessed with him he treats uo like shit" I say " he Draco malfoy y/n every girl is" she says " not Me" I say rubbing my thighs together from the coldness " good because he's mine" she says jokingly " trust me you can have him" I say " he's nothing special to me" I say
She turns to me " you make it seem like you hate his guts" she says " because I do" I say watching the game

Slytherin won the game against Hufflepuff there wasn't any doubt about but every Friday there's the games and if Slytherin wins we through a party
I was in the library when Blaise came up o me sitting next to me to " going to the party?" He asks " yea why" I ask looking down at my book "just wondering, you've been quiet for a while" he says " quiet"
" like to yourself I barley see you anymore" he says " aww Blaise your worried about me" I mock him " shut up" he nudges me " yea I'll be there" I said  " alright see ya" he says before leaving

The party started at midnight literally right after curfew and I wore a black right dress that stopped to my knees, I did light makeup and curled my hair " ready" she asks " yea" I say
We walk out the room and head to the common room we head the music as soon as we stepped out our door " this is gonna be fun" she grabs my hand and hurried me by pulling me " Pansy I'm probably not staying long". " why not it's a party no school tomorrow just chill live a little" she says " you'll just be trying to get with draco the whole night" I say. She smirks
We got to the common room and the whole house was there
The lights flashing green people dancing
Pansy and I got caught in the crowd and i made my way to the back where the drink
I grabbed me a cup but before I did anything someone grabbed my hand
I turn and see him " may I"
He points to my cup. I hesitate but I hand it to him " you don't want that stuff this is the good stuff" he says " well I don't know that much about drinking so i wouldn't know"I say as he hands me my cup " didnt think you wouldn't come until Blaise told me" he says " malfoy why do you care if I'm here" I say "I have my reasons" I saw he wasn't drinking anything " I thought you would be the drinking type" I say " no I like to be sober at these things I like to remember it anyway why" he says
He moves closer to me " like this"
He says in my ear " uh.." I clear my throat " pansy is looking for you I'll find her for you" I say
I walk away with my cup " what are you doing" Blaise says " what" I say " get back out there" he says " with draco no I don't like him" he interrupted " because of pansy yea so he's draco" he says " that doesn't mean anything Blaise" I raise an eyebrow " well I used well see what the night holds for us" he walks away smirking " don't do that Blaise your scaring me" I say as he walks away
Then I saw from across the room Pansy whispering draco's ear and he was listening but he was looking at me
His green eyes looking deeply into my y/e/c
It was intense I felt vulnerable It like Opia
A ray of jealousy struck through me and I dropped my cup " woah jealous much" Blaise says
I realized what I did " what no fuck him" I say
Going to get another drink. As I was getting another drink I see pansy and Draco go into the common room bathroom together " oh that had to hurt" Blaise said over my shoulder " shut it Blaise" I say

Later the party was still
Going it was 2 am now
Pansy was drunk so she went up to the room to go to sleep
And Blaise was making me dance and have fun and I was until draco pulled me aside into the bathroom " what the hell do you want" I spat " you" he wasn't  drunk but he was out of his mind " after you just messed around with my bestfriend hell no" he grabbed my wrist " i didn't do shit with her" he says " I don't believe you and its not my business anyway"
He blocks me from leaving " she tried but I said no she got upset and left"
I didn't see that part but I don't care " so?" I say. He takes my empty cup out of my hand and throws it on the floor he pick me up and sits me on the counter " malfoy..." he interrupted me " draco" he says to correct me " you want me to Call you draco" I ask " I like the the way you say it" he says. " I should go" I say " why" he says trailing his hand along my thigh "because I should check on pansy" I say throwing his hand off me " you should stop worrying about her and have fun pansy is passed out upstairs right now because she got drunk after I told her to piss off" he says. He lays his eyes directly to mine he places his hand on my thigh. I gasp from the coldness of his rings " draco" I say gently " hm?" He says moving his have further under my dress " we can't" I say " why not" he says still not moving his hand " you Know you want me like I said you would be wanting more and more of me"
I feel my wetness fill my underwear "just tell me to stop and I'll stop" he says
I look him right on the eyes " do you want me to stop?" he asks
As much as I wanted to say yea my body betrayed me " no" I say " good girl" he says
He grabs my face and smashed his lips into mine roughly, while adding tongue he moves his hand to my waist pulling me closer to him
As we broke the kiss he takes off my heels And throws them on the floor he lifts up my dress slides off my underwear. As they drop to the floor draco starts rubbing my clit " wet for me already huh" he smirks " don't flatter yourself" I say
He slides in a finger causes me to moan loudly
As smirk grew on his face
"Want me to keep going?" he says slowing down
I nod as I catch my breath
He continues by pumping faster "d-draco" I say
" what" he spat " faster" without hesitation he goes faster than ever causing me to moan louder
I held onto the corner of the bathroom counter
As I came on his fingers he looked at me and put his finger in his mouth " your welcome" he said
He smirked at me
I hop of the counter and slide my underwear back on
He grabs my wrist and with the other hand my waist
He kisses me. My heart was pounding out of my chest in this moment my mind replaying what just happened and it was bad that I wanted to happen again
I'm so fucking dumb