If only| Draco X Reader (DISCONTINUED)

~9~

As the kiss ended pansy was storming out the great hall angry
I look her way and back at draco. "Don't worry about her" he says
I nod
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As Draco and I were walking into the common room pansy stopped us " what the hell is this" she says
"None of your fucking business pansy" draco say grabbing my hand
"Your my bestfriend and you would do this to me you know I like him" she says " I liked him first"
Draco turns to me confused and Blaise turns his head from the couch " no you didn't"
" yes I did I told you but just forgot about my feelings and went for it yourself" I say

First year (flashback)
" first day y/n ready"
" as I'll ever be, I hope we get into Slytherin together" Y/n says
" move you two" someone pushes past them
" that's draco Malfoy pure blood" pansy says "Malfoy" y/n says
Second year
" back here again" pansy says
" yea I really like it I'm glad I didnt go to beaux-batons" y/n says " yea I'm glad you acted right over the summer" pansy says " I told you that fire wasn't my fault"
Pansy and y/n laugh
Third year
" have you seen Harry he got hot over the summer" pansy says " please don't tell me you have a crush on Harry Potter" y/n says " hell no but he's hot"
Fourth year
" stop watching him y/n it's almost as if you fancy draco" Blaise says teasingly " maybe" y/n says " wait really"
" yea I know it's stupid and he wouldn't even notice me" y/n says " give it time I'm sure he will" Blaise says " hey guys what you talking about" pansy says " nothing" y/n says
" but y/n crush on Malfoy"
Y/n blushed " Blaise" she nudges him "woah didn't expect that" pansy says " he will def like you back who wouldn't" pansy say
Fifth year
" I have to tell you something" pansy says
" what" y/n says shifting in her seat on the train " I fancy Malfoy"
" wait what" y/n says " I thought you didn't like him anymore" pansy says
" oh ... uh it's fine pansy you can have him pansy I think he would like you better any way" y/n says " great because I'm going up to him now wish me luck" she gets up and walks over to his compartment " luck I guess" y/n says to her self
Present
"So you two are dating or something now" she yells
" yes pansy now go cry to Myrtle" draco grabs my hand and takes me to his room
As we are walking down the hall I admire what he did " we are?" I say
" well I'm not going to say it again y/l/n"
He says Opening the door to his room
I look him again for a clearer answer " yes darling" he says
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It's been a week since pansy has anything to me and Draco says to forget about her but she's my best friend I can't
I walked into our room to see her packing her things " where are you going" I said " beauxbatons at least I won't have any traitor friends here" she says " your being dramatic pansy" I say
She slams down her trunk " I'm being dramatic?really your pathetic"
" yes your angry because I'm happy last time I checked your fucking bestfriend is supposed to be fucking happy for the other"
" not when you stole the guy I like"
" Christ pansy I've never said this but you over the years being at Draco's beck and call you were a pussy you always got you heartbroken and I kept telling you over and over that's gonna happen but you kept fucking going back to him and you were stupid to think he would like you pansy now I love you pansy and I want the best for you and Draco obviously not the guy for you but I hate to say it pansy but you were just a warm mouth to him" I yell
" you might take this as mean but it's want you needed you always took everything from me it's my turn to be fucking happy pansy you denied me that for years but I'm not doing it this time so fuck you" I yell
At this point tears were streaming down both of our faces " and your really dumb enough to think that he was change for you he will always be that guy that just can't settle for one girl he's gonna cheat on you and when he does I hope your heartbroken" she leaves
I plop down on my bed crying
I stared at the picture of pansy and I on our way into 9 3/4
" fuck" I yelled
I threw the picture across the room
And I stared at the cracked frame
About a hour later I heard a knock on the door
I looked up and it was Blaise and Draco "uh I know your upset right now but I saw pansy crying and on her way to the Astronomy tower" Blaise says " so" I say
" I think she's going to do something stupid" Blaise says
I realized what he was talking about
" she wouldn't" I say " idk she looked pretty upset"
I jumped out of bed and rushed in between them and out the common room
My head was filled with all these thoughts what the worst I blocked them out my head
I felt a hand grab my arm
" woah what are you going to do" draco stops me " I'm going to stop my bestfriend from doing something stupid"
I rushed to the tower and I see pansy standing on the other side of the railing " Pansy" I say softly " fuck off" she says
"I'll leave when you get off the railing" I say
"Why it's just better for everyone I thought this place was my home but it's worse then the one in London this was my escape and now everything is ruined I have no one" she says
I slowly move close to her "'you have me" I say
" oh please" she says leaning down forward making my heart beat out of my chest
" so this is the best option" she says
" fine" I say moves even closer to her " pansy your my bestfriend" I say putting one hand in the railing
"My other half" I say putting the other on
" y/n" draco said behind me, I had to ignore him
" your my sister" I say getting over the railing and standing next to her holding on to the railing behind me " y/n no" draco said
" so if this is what you want to do Your just going to have to take me with you" I say grabbing her hand
" you wouldn't jump with me" she says " then you don't Know me at all"
Behind me I gesture my hand to the lower tower to Blaise and Draco
And I hear their footsteps fade
"Your not going to jump" she says " if you are I am" I say
I interlock my hand into hers " I love you pansy" I say. " your really going to do this with me" she says " till the end" I say 
She looked at the ground and realized what she was doing
" im sorry I'm so sorry y/n I'm so stupid" she says crying " let's just get off of here then we can talk about it" I say
She nods and she slips trying to regain her balance and she falls and since our hands are interlocked I went along with her
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