My Idol

CHAPTER 3

I started to get panic attack and if he takes one more step closer, I might faint for sure. I moved a step back trying to grab Mia but then she was literally standing five feet away from me. I could see the crowd move away from me making me more uncomfortable. He came close to my level and bowed to which I somehow responded. He gave me his iconic smirk and took my tag from my neck and walked away.

I couldnt process the whole thing and continued to stand like a statue while I heard him shout while walking away. "RELAX". What does he mean relax after taking my breath away. I was blushing so damn much but got shy when I realised all the eyes are on me. I pulled Mia and walked out of the stadium.

"Y/N you should be so lucky to have V notice you. Why do you look so upset?"

"Mia, I felt like he ignored me purposefully while performing after I didnt give him my hand."

"Y/N, he wouldnt even think like that okay. You are overthinking. He walked upto you and took your tag also."

"Maybe to ban me from all the future concerts. Who knows?"

After reaching home all I could think was about the incident. I really love Taehyung but I am just an ordinary army who is fangirling him. He would feel disgusted if he knows what I feel for him. Its all over now and I really dont want to get into him more.
The first encounter was such a tragedy that he might have hated me for his whole life.

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I was interrupted from the interview when my phone buzzed. I excused myself and reached out to check who wants to spoil my interview. It was none other than my husband. He really knows when to call me and disturb me.

"Umm.. Can I pick this call real quick or else he would keep on calling until I pick." I smiled softly.

"Sure, ma'am we would wait." The reporter tried to control her laughter.

On call...

"Hey, I told you, I am giving an interview. What is it?" I whispered.

"I will be home by 7pm. Be ready and dont make me late."

"Yea I know."

"What interview?"

"I told you that already. Its about how we met."

"I remember, I just want you to repeat it for me."

"Yeahhh, Kim Taehyung!!" I accidently raised my voice when the whole crew started laughing.

"Kim Y/N, stay in your character okay. Dont shout at me like usual because my Armies are watching you." He laughed teasing me.

"Couch?"

"Ok ok.. My easy peasy wifey.. I dont want to sleep in couch. I have already slept there for a whole week now." He whined.

"Stop whinning and get to work already."

"Okay mamma. Baby bear is going to work now."

"Good boy." I smiled while disconnecting. He is still a baby for me even though, he is the dad of two children.

Call ended...

"So can we continue our interview." I asked seeing others laughing.

"Ma'am you forgot to off your mic while calling him." The reporter said controlling her laughter.

Total embarassment. I felt like killing myself for being this careless. I mentally cursed and slapped myself a hundred times.

"I-I am s-sorry!! Please dont use it and make sure to edit it." I said while face palming myself.

"Okay ma'am. Now you may continue. When did you come to Seoul? And how did you meet him here?" The reporter asked making the whole situation serious yet again.

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So after one year, I got a letter from Seoul University of Arts and Science to join for my college education. After the concert, I kept myself away from Kpop because I believed Taehyung hated me. It was really hard and I struggled to get out of that mess. The admission letter literally blew my mind once again and I dont know what made me to accept that offer.

I soon completed the procedures to go to Seoul while Mia couldnt accompany me which made me feel sick to the stomach. It was at the end of 2017 that I shifted to Seoul.
I took dance as my main subject because I literally wanted to enjoy my college days rather than being a book worm.

I packed all my stuffs and dumped into my travel bag. I decided to carry my merches also with me in case I would need it someday. I dont know the reason why my parents were more excited in sending me away. They were telling, it was for my best. They even bought me a TATA plushie and asked to carry it along. I wondered what got into them real soon.

Finally I took my flight to Seoul. I learned basic korean in the two month time, i got. I could converse for basic necessities and decided to take more classes once I reach there. My dad's friend lives in Seoul so I was told he will take care of my needs which relaxed me a bit.

After a long flight, I reached Seoul. My heart started beating like it is about to fall off. Even before, I left the airport gate I could see BTS billboards everywhere.

"Great!! How am I gonna control myself now? I am alone in Seoul where my idols live and especially where Kim Taehyung lives." I murmered while trying to find a cab.

I gave the address to the cab driver and peeked out of the window. The place was new to me but it already felt like home. I was so excited to walk around and make new friends. People looked so happy and calm compared to America.

I clearly knew something big was waiting for me in Seoul. I called my parents to inform them that I reached Seoul and I am doing fine.

Soon, I reached my uncle's home. He stayed with his wife and daughter who was just two years older than me. Her name was Yara. She was my childhood friend so I already have a friend in Korea who can help me with language and other basic things.

The next one week passed by quickly as I was busy taking my admission and buying books and other necessities. I had taken some outfits with me but the Korean fashion was quite different so I had to purchase some more dresses mostly oversized shirts and tshirts.