My Idol

CHAPTER 11

Back to Y/N's pov...

I was smiling like an idiot when I saw his cute little booty dance. I felt butterflies in my stomach... forget the butterflies, I could feel a whole damn zoo inside me. My poor heart couldnt handle so much aigoo from Kim Taehyung. I went back to my school days and started to fangirl over him but still he is an idol and I am just an.... No idea, who I am for him.

I was more excited for the second day that I was being way too cheerful making everyone glare at me. I bought icecream for all the members and more for Jungkook as he is always the maknae. They were asking me so many questions as to why I am behaving wierd while Taehyung was busy licking his cone. He wasnt bothered even a bit which made me pissed but I shrugged off the thought.

"Thankyou for the icecream Y/N." Yoongi oppa patted my hair.

"I need more icecream tomorrow." Jungkook whined inspite of already getting more.

"Okay Kookie." I pulled his cheeks.

I walked into the main set to check on the spacing and to get hold of the lighting. I felt someone pulling me behind while holding my tshirt.

"Hey, let go off me." I struggled.

"Y/N." His deep voice startled me.

I sighed turning around making sure, my face wouldnt be red for one time. I kept my head low as I turned slowly.

"Ouchh" I lifted my head when he flicked my forhead.

"Why did Jungkook get two icecreams when I am your bias?"

"Because he is the maknae." I said sulking. To be honest, I was expecting a thankyou but Kim Taehyung as usual doest know to spell thankyou and sorry.

"Fine, then go talk to your maknae."

He walked away making me feel more bad. I lost the whole mood which I made up for the day with his one stupid dialogue. Wow, such a good influencer he is.

I walked out with a heavy heart and continued my work. Yara kept on asking me why I am sulking but I just decided to ignore her. Taehyung was pretty much caught up with his work and didnt come to bother me the whole day. He kept running and jumping around the set like a small kid making everyone laugh while I was crying from within.

I ended the work somehow and rushed out. I was hoping for a happy day with my bias while I ended up having the worst day ever. Congratulations to my stupid idea of buying icecream and to the so called caring I had to buy an extra icecream. I promised myself never to buy icecream in my entire life.

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Taehyung's pov...

I was mad at her for buying an extra icecream for Jungkook but that wasnt even a good reason. I shouldnt have fought for an icecream. I felt bad for her as she was almost at the verge of tears but my stupid ass ego didnt let me apologize to her. I mentally cursed myself for the rest of the shoot. So I decided to do something nice to her.

It was the last day of the shoot and I went to the set with a small surprise for her. I waited for a chance to meet her alone but she was busy with works and kept on running here and there. I was growing impatient as I couldnt wait to see her reaction.

It was almost noon when we got a small break. I quickly went to search her and saw her talking to someone. I tried to listen with my sharp ears. My ears are the best and I was so proud of it until this day.

"Yara, please dont force me to stay here for more. This will be my last day here."

"What happened, Y/N? You know working with BTS is one of the coolest things in the world, right?"

"I know but not for me. I cant do this anymore."

Those words made my heart ache for some reason and it was the first time, I felt it. I wanted to run to her and tell her to stay with bangtan, to stay with me but then again, I didnt want to hurt her more. I went back to join others while my body wanted to run back to her.

The shooting ended and I went back to dorm. I kept the gift, I prepared for her and threw it on my bed. I stared at it while a tear escaped my eyes. It was the tag I took from her last year during the concert. I was laughing to myself thinking how crazy I behaved with her for a whole month. I tried my best to control myself but at the same time wanted to test her. I wanted to know her more. I wanted to know if she loves Kim Taehyung or V. In fact, I wanted to know whether she really cared for me. She definitely looked so happy meeting me and I was sooper sure that I was her bias which made me kind of proud.

I even took initiative to get her admission in Seoul and informed her parents about it secretly. I was planning to tell her the whole story but I messed up. My whole struggle for an year to bring her to me ended so quick. I lost my Y/N due to my stupid prank wars. I wanted to see her everyday and did everything for that which ended up making her the chorerographer of bighit.

"Y/N, I wish you would stay back with me." I mumbled to myself before drifting off to my sleep.