Teenage Fever | Lev x Reader

2 - Relationship Talk

I woke up the next morning with my head throbbing in pain. Headaches and migraines are pretty normal for me so this is nothing out of the ordinary. Although, i still haven't gotten used to the intense pain.

I got out of bed and did my normal routine. After i got ready, i waited outside of my house for Lev.

"GOOD MORNING" He slammed his gates open and slung his long arm around me.

"Hey"

"Next week, i have training camp. I want you to come" Lev looked at me with a light that made his green eyes glow. I could tell he really wanted me to go.

I frowned, realizing how hard it would be for me to tell him no. "Why"

"I can show you my totally awesome new skills thats why"

"What new skills? I watch you practice every day, nothing seems new to me"

Lev frowned for a seconds before smiling widely again. "Dont be that way! You could see my progress during the camp. A lot of other schools will be there like Karasuno and Fukurodani. Even Aoba Johsai and Shiratorizawa is coming. It'll be fun"

"Wouldnt you rather progress during the camp and come home to show me all your brand new moves? Because that seems like a good plan" I shrugged.

He tapped on his chin for a few seconds. "NOPE. I want you to come. Will you at least think about it?"

Again, with him looking at me the way that he does, its hard for me to say no. "Sure, i'll think about it. But im not promising anything. Plus, wouldnt i have to help out? I dont like talking to people, you know this. All the boys there will be so huge"

"Im taller than most of them" He frowned.

"But you arent intimidating. You look like you cant even hurt an ant, which you cant because you'd run off crying. Im sure that most of the guys there are super scary"

"No, theres a few shorties. Remember Hinata and Nishinoya from last years nationals?"

"Yeah. The jumpy boys"

"They'll be there and they arent scary"

"The boys being short doesnt mean that they wont be scary. Look at Yaku. He scared you, didnt he?"

Lev rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Pft, no"

We had approached the front of our school and soon had to go our separate ways.

"See you at lunch, green giant" I waved goodbye before heading to my class.

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As i've said before, i have a lot of thoughts to sort through so i brought out my journal to write while my teacher was blabbing on about ... whatever shes talking about. I dont care enough to pay attention.

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Tuesday October 23, 2020

Hello again,
Currently in class but that doesnt even matter. Im writing right now because something that kenma told me the other day popped into mind. Kenma- Nekomas setter- he and i are very alike, which makes us get along so well. Thats besides the point.

While he rested beside me at practice, Kenma said Tsukishima once told him that if he wasnt careful, Kuroo would find someone that matched his energy and could possibly get bored of Kenma. Kenma knew this wasnt the case because Kuroo has met many people like himself but always chose Kenma in the end. However, he felt the need to warn me the same way that Tsukishima warned him.

He said that i should at least attempt to be more upbeat, optimistic and happy before Lev finds someone like that and chooses them instead of me. It sounds so stupid because even though many attractive girls approach Lev, he turns them down because of me. He chooses me time and time again. But even with that being the case, i cant help but be worried. What if he does meet someone like himself and he ends up getting bored of me. What'll i do then?