Do it Again

Part 3

-Essence-

When I wake up, it's dark from the curtains being closed. The sun tries to shine through but the thick fabric won't let it. I'm sore all over and the first thing I notice is a sharp pain in my side and stomach when I try to get up.

Me: My baby!

That's the first thing that runs through my head and i jump out of bed and pat between my legs. Dry. That's good, okay. I walk to the bathroom and sit down to pee, still making sure there's no blood. If I lost my baby cuz of Tyree I would kill him in his sleep. Right there on the left side of our dirty ass bed, just shoot him in the head. I flush and get up to wash my hands and examine my face in the mirror. My lip is busted, my eye is swollen and it's gonna be black later I know...there's a cut on my cheek and my fingers hurt too. There wasn't one place he missed with that damn belt. I look up and see him standing behind me.

Tyree: Goodmorning baby

He kisses me on the cheek like there's nothing wrong. I look down at the counter.

Me: good morning

Tyree: Maaybe we can go hit up Walgreens and get something for you baby

Me: Don't act like this just magically happened Ty! You can't keep doin his shit!

Tyree: I'm sorry! I was stressed out and you pissed me off and-

Me: All i did was say calm down and you lost yo fucking mind like you always do, im tired of this shit!

Tyree: So what you gon leave me?! huh?

I turn around and try to walk out the bathroom, but he blocks my way and I try to push him but he's too heavy.

Me: Ty stop! I gotta go be at work in a hour im not even dressed yet!

Tyree: nah you not goin to work, you seein some other nigga and you gon leave me

Me: what are you talkin about?!

Tyree: I love you girl, you aint leaving me

He grabs my neck between both of his hands and squeezes and i grab on the bathroom counter and try to breath as tears form in my eyes.

Me: Ty...i cant.. breathe..Ty you killin me

He lets go and I fall on the floor coughing, and I can't stop. I wheeze, trying to get all my breath back.

Me: I hate you!

Tyree: baby you don't mean that

Me: I do, I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!

Tyree bends down and slaps me with the back of his hand and my ears ring and I can't see straight. He grabs me by my leg and drags me back in the bedroom while I scratch the floor trying to get away.

Me: No! Stop!

Tyree: Ima show you that you love me bitch

He picks me up and throws me on the bed and pulls penis through his boxers. I don't want to do this. He bends down and kisses me and I don't like it like i used to.

Me: Ty I gotta go to work or ima get fired

Tyree: You don't need the job you got me, im the man

I just cry, and I feel him go inside me and I realized two things at that time.Tyree is crazy, and even though deep down I love him...I fucking hate him and I want him to die.