Saved from Insanity (Helbram x Male Reader)

Peaceful sleep?

M/N POV.

I woke up just as the sun started rising. I looked out of the window, yawned then put on some clothes and took the green jacket that i fixed for Helbram. I walked over to the room he was sleeping in and entered only to see he was still asleep. I was about to turn around and walk out to let him rest until something caught my attention.

King POV.

I still can't imagine how much Helbram must have suffered because he couldn't get those voices and images out of his head. 'I am sorry i couldn't be there for you when you needed me the most.' I thought looking at the helmet that Helbram wore before he died. I started crying. All the guilt overwhelmed me. I wish i could turn back time to fix my mistakes.

Diane POV.

I looked at King and saw he wasn't feeling well so i decided to ask him about it. "Hey King. What is the matter?" "Diane!" He shrieked and quickly wiped his tears. Was he crying? If yes Why? "What's wrong King?" "I-It's nothing Diane..." I could see he didn't wanna talk about it so i left it alone even if i did want to help him. I hope he'll feel better soon...

Helbram POV.

I looked around. Dead bodies everywhere. Fairies who got their wing torn off of their backs. Humans killed without any mercy. "Helbram how could you?!" I heard that all to familiar voice and turned around to see Harlequin looking at me with disgust and anger. "Harlequin... " "You killed them for what?" I turned again and this time i saw Elaine. Suddenly everything went pitch black and i felt like i was drowning slowly. I tried to get out by moving my body which only made me sink deeper into the abyss. ".....am" what was that? "....ram" a voice? I saw a hand and tried to grab it but something pulled me even deeper down into this darkness. The Hand i saw suddenly grabbed mine and pulled me up and i saw a bright light. Am i dead? No that can't be. "Wake.......bram!" suddenly i jolted upwards breathing heavily and instinctively put a hand to my chest. Another hand grabbed mine pulling it away softly. I could feel that i could breathe again and began to calm down. "You okay now?" I looked at the voice and saw that holy knight that saved me. I was getting more aware of myself and my surroundings and felt sweat covering my whole body. "W-what happened?" I asked shakily and looked around seeing the sun shining into the bedroom. "I think you had a nightmare" he answered my question. I nodded and looked down. He stood up and walked over to the window and opens it, letting in the cool morning air which immediatly soothed my burning skin. He handed me a green jacket which i noticed was my torn one now looking as good as new. 'how did he do that?' i asked myself and looked at him. "Thank you....but that doesn't mean i trust you yet!" "I understand. You did have a rough past with humans. Trust issues are normal in these situations." Wait what? He doesn't judge? Why does my heart pound so much? What is happening to me?