This Siblings... (Kamukoma/komahina)

Brothers True Feelings

Nagito pov

I use my key to open the door in my house. "I'm exhausted." i sit on the couch at the living room. I keep thinking about the time that i watch a movie in cinema with izuru. "geez, I'm so stupid. The scum like me shouldn't sleep on his shoulder.i hope he didn't even care tho."

(Short again sorry)

Izuru pov

Hajime and i walked inside the house. I climbing on my stair and close my face with the pillow. 'i can't stop blushing!he just slept on my shoulder!' i keep closing my face with the pillow that I'm hugging. Hajime open my room door. "izuru, you okay??" i look at hajime with my blushing face. "eh, are you blushing??" i close my face with the pillow again without doing anything. "izuru, open that up and tell me. Something is really wrong with you." hajime sit on a bed beside me. I'm still didn't show my face to him. I fastly look to other direction."izuru, did nagito did something too you??"

i get off my bed and stand walk through the door. I stopped at the door while holding at the angle of the door. "I'm okay. He didn't do anything. I'm going to the living room." i ran to the lving room. I wish he didn't notice about it.

Hajime pov

"Whats up with him?? He's acting sus. " the pillow that izuru hugged earlier fell from the bed. But There's something under the pillow. I grab the pillow so that i can see what's the thing under the pillow. "a book??" it's write 'diary'. He didn't tell me he has the diary. I took the book to my room. I sit on the chair and open the page of the diary on my desk.

5/11/2020

Dear diary, i have a boring day. There is nothing i can do. All i do is doing some stupid things in the house like destroying the house. Sometimes, i walked outside and do nothing. It's so boring

'so that's why the house is mess. He lied to me that there was a cat destroyed the house. It's was the black cat. Stupid izuru'

6/11/2020

Boring day again. I don't know what should i write here.

7/11/2020
Boring...

8/11/2020
...

'he really didn't have anything to do. He's really lonely. No one knows him. I felt bad for him.'as i opened another page,something written there.

9/11/2020

Dear diary, i saw someone just fell from the first floor. And then, I'll go at him. It's not like I'm going to save him or anything. I saw someone who has a fluffy white hair. He look so kind. His name is nagito komaeda.

'kind?? More like insane.also, is he really arrogant or something. He doesn't want to help nagito tho.' i look at the other page.

9/11/2020

I was still at the school on the first floor where nagito fell. I sat on the desk and looking at the blackboard. In any minutes, i saw nagito at the back door. I feel boring so i wanted to stay with him in thr class for a while. Nagito and i sat really close. I'm blushing so hard.

'hmmm something wrong with him. Could it be...'

10/11/2020

I felt something... I have never felt before...

'...something... '