This Siblings... (Kamukoma/komahina)

The Fight

Hinata pov

I kept reading the diary but suddenly...

*bam*

The door opened with the loud sound makes me shocked. Izuru looking at me with a scary eyes. "hajime, what are you holding?" i hid the diary behind me. "nothing it's just my book!" 'shit! I'm sweating!!' izuru walked over me and grab my hand. "izuru! Let go of me!" i struggling. Apparently, the book fell. "..." izuru staring at the diary on the floor. "izuru, it's not what you think!" izuru didn't even say anything. "...izuru..." and still quite. "did you read all of it??" izuru ask calmly "n-no...I'm at the part that you and nagito in the classroom" i looked on the floor. I don't know what to say."but, what do you mean...feeling...?"i ask slowly. Izuru Tilt his head at the other side." izuru...did you love nagi...to??"my heart beating so fast. He didn't replied."... " he keep quite. I grab his collar shirt." IZURU, SAY SOMETHING! " izuru tilt his head again.

Izuru pov

'I feel hurt. Why can't i just have a happy life?? I was always alone in the school. Everyone getting away from me. I just wanted friend that understand my feelings. ' i tilt my head away and  say "hajime, i can expl-"

*pak*

Hajime cut my words and slap me on my cheek. "IZURU, CAN'T YOU SEE!! HE WILL NEVER LOVED YOU!! BECAUSE HE NEVER KNOW YOU OKAY! HE PROMISED ME HE WILL NEVER CHEATED ON ME!!" The words that hajime said makes me...hurt...and hurt...just like stabbed by the knife..."h-he....never....l-loved....me...." hajime open his eyes wide and realised what his done to me. Hajime looked at me. My eyes...it's watery... "huh...what...is this??" i touch the water on my eyes. "why...did my eyes have water??" i wiped the water with my sleeve but it won't be able to stop. "what's wrong.... With me...." i kept thinking about the past at the time i were spending a time with nagito. Whenever we not always hangout.

I got a lot of water in my eyes coming out.hajime looked at the reflection in the mirror in front of him. "what... Have i... Done?? I just... Slapped... You..." hajime cover his face with his palm. "what is wrong...with me..." i kept wiping the water with my shirt. "izuru, i-" i ran away from the room and go downstairs."IZURU!!WAIT UP!!" hajime chased after me but he  couldn't make it. I locked myself in my room and cover myself with my blanket.

Hajime pov

"izuru..." i slap myself with my hand. "i shouldn't say those words to him....i am..such a...horrible...brother...." i hit the table with my hand. I covered my face with my arm. "what am i??" the tears came out from my eyes. I just sit on the chair and worried about izuru.

"Whenever he's emotionless, but he still have the feelings towards komaeda. But...i love him so much." i mumbling alone while looking at the table. I keep asking myself. And ask. And ask. Until I've made my decision . "maybe, i should give him a chance...but i love him. But what if he rejected izuru. No. I need to do this for my brother." i stand up and go towards izuru's room.