As I stared at nothing in particular, I looked – felt that I did look like a mess. A hot mess. A hot mess that wasn't even hot anymore.
The sun has set now.
I was just here in the bedroom. Jackie'd be here any moment now. He always walked home from school. PS 093 was just a block away anyway. And poor people don't get mugged, only idiots who look like money do.
I hope Liam gets mugged.
That asshole.
He's been playing me all along. Zayn was in it. Jackie's affected by it.
I ran my hands up my face.
This was so frustrating. This was all so frustrating.
I can't even catch a fuckin' break.
I'm a lone parent.
I'm a mess from the day I was born.
I never really moved up the social mobility shit fuck, it all just got worse.
How do I even get the fuck out of this?
"Dad?"
Jackie's home. He might be thinkin' that it was weird that I was home or somethin'.
Why did that kid look like me?
He looked like me. And I hated that he did.
I'm afraid he was gonna make the same mistakes as me. He was gonna be me somehow. He was gonna beat me somehow. I hate my life.
Shit.
Shit.
Shit.
I needed to get my shit together.
"Yeah?"
I stood up. I didn't face him. He's probably at the door. Probably knows that his dad's all fucked again. Fucked as in somethin's wrong with me, not – you know – sexually.
"Did you need somethin'?"
He didn't answer right away. I guess he knows.
"When are we having dinner?"
I ignored it.
"Did you have a good day in school today?"
I walked passed him. He followed me with his eyes. I was putting unwarranted bullshit on my kid. I knew it. I just couldn't help it.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I reached the kitchen. Zayn wasn't here yet.
Was he busy guarding Liam's ass? Did he rat his ass out to the mob or somethin'? I don't know.
But I want him to fuck him like he's never been fucked before.
I bent down our freezer. We had beans, some green peas, mash taters and some bullshit stew that could've been somethin' else a few days before. There's eggs here too and something I don't wanna know.
I really needed to go grocery shopping.
Louis.
That name suddenly popped on my mind.
That twink fuck knows somethin' about this. He gave me that contract.
In my bull delirium, I panicked myself out and forgot that contract. Why do I always get my emotions get ahead of me?
Probablt because I'm an Aries or somethin'. I don't know.
He might know somethin'. And judging from Liam's appearance then, he does. He only contacted me for a fuck because he needed to meet me and show me that shit. If I was guessing, he's the accountant in all this or some fancy schmuck titled kid in here somewhere.
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Teen FictionThis is a zayn, liam and niall love triangle full of sex, drama and cum. A whole lot of cum.