i wanted to be his.
wether it meant that the relationship didn't matter to him, wether it meant that i would be used, wether it meant that he thought of me as nothing until he wanted me. i was undeniably in love with him. i wanted to be his.
no matter what, i wanted to be able to say that he was mine. i wanted to be there for him when he needed me - i wanted to be his.
"y/n !!" his voice shouted from our bedroom. i sprinted up, getting there as fast as i could. "yes ?" i replied, staring longingly at him. "come here." he said, motioning for me to sit on his lap. i walked over to him, noticing that his eyes never left my face. i sat down on his lap, his eyes piercing mine.
we stared at each other for a while before i saw his lips come closer to my neck ; he started sucking and biting wherever he pleased. marking me as his. i was never allowed to mark him, it was deemed as 'unprofessional' in his books. i didn't mind - as long as he was with me.
his lips left trails of hickeys up and down my neck. he guided his mouth up to my mouth - attaching his lips to mine. pure ecstasy filled the air as the kiss became heated. my hands got tangled in his messy, dirty blonde hair, while his hands were resting and squeezing on my bum. small, quiet moans left my mouth as he continued. his hands pulled me even closer to him, there was no space between us.
he suddenly flipped us over, he hovered over me with his chains hanging in my face. he looked into my eyes, searching for something. my eyebrows furrowed as he brought his hand up to caress my cheek - he has never been this intimate. i haven't felt loved by him like this before. his lips attached to mine again ; he was kissing me like there was no tomorrow, like he'd never see me again. his thumb soothed my cheek as his tongue explored my mouth - the butterflies in my stomach were exploding. my feelings were confused - he never treated me like i was something.
he pulled away, looking at my face again. "i'm so sorry, sweetheart." vinnie's voice whispered. "what..why?" i replied, my confusion and concern amplified. "i didn't realise how much i loved you until now. it must've felt like i was using you - i'm so, so sorry my angel." he said, finally relaxing and letting his body fall onto mine. our legs entangled with each other, his arms wrapped tightly around my waist, mine were holding his head and neck.
"it's okay.." i whispered, smiling down at him before smoothing his hair back out of his face. he beamed up at me before planting loving kisses onto my stomach.
i can now say that i'm in love with someone who displays the same love back. i'm finally in a happy relationship. i'm finally happy.
a/n
this was bad. but i've decided that i like basing the stories on the deeper meanings of songs - it's pretty fun 😁
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