𝒟𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒

4.lieing

We made our way to school we walked in and made our way to our first lesson "what's your first lesson skye?" Missy asked "I got art" i said "nooo I got textiles" missy said annoyed "meet me after" I said "will do" she said happy. I made my way to first lesson I got placed into this seat where no one was next to me so I placed my bag onto the empty seat miss Keane surprisingly took this class aswell "everyone today we will be making a painting of anything that you desire paint your happy place what makes you fee- Jordan bursts into the room interrupting miss he looked angry his eyes were dark I've never seen this side to him before to be honest it scared me a bit.. "late again jordan? Take a seat next to skye" he walked over to me I quickly took my bag off of his seat before he could sit down "hey" I said " what do you want" he said rudely "excuse me what's up with the attitude" I said back to him " just fuck off skye" he exclaimed pass me the pencil over there "No get it yourself gilipollas" (gilipollas means arsehole in Spanish) he looked confused I didn't realise I spoke in Spanish.. not long after he knocked the water pot over my work which ruined my painting I took hours on! I pounced out of my seat "maldito gilipollas" I shouted i slapped him round the face all the class was looking at me. "Take a picture it will last longer I said to everyone" I stormed out of the classroom (I have anger issues by the way) miss Keane followed shortly after me "Skye you shouldn't of slapped him that was not the right thing to do I will not put you in isolation but just stay out here till the end of the lesson okay". "Sorry miss" she walked back in to her classroom I saw Jordan storm out "WTF why did you slap me"!! Jordan shouted which cause other classes to come out of there class and watch "estabas siendo un gilipollas como jordan, traté de ser amable contigo y lo arruinaste, ¿qué te pasa?" ( which means: you was being an arsehole like what the fuck jordan i tried to be nice to you and you blew it what is up with you !!) " I don't speak Spanish idiot" Jordan laughed I saw Cory running to Jordan "what the fuck  is going on" Cory shouted "your brother is an gilipollas Cory" Cory understood what you said as when you was best friends you taught him some spanish "you don't have a clue what he has been through just think before you take actions skye" did this link to when he rushed off scared was Jordan in some kind of gang?? "I'm sorry" I said "don't ever hit him again" Cory said with anger "can we talk Cory" I said "at the moment skye no" my eyes started to tear up I didn't know what he's been through whatever it is it must be really bad..

Missy ran out of class and hugged me naz joined in everyone was still here "fucking hell I mess everything up I'm so fucking sorry I don't know what's going on in your life yes I know but do you guys know what's going on in mine nope cause none of you give a shit"!! I said turning pointing at everyone "I'm just known as the angry bitchy girl but all this drama ain't helping no one okay" I started to shake really bad naz noticed "Skye calm down" she said "we are all hurting really bad  it's obvious" I started breathing really fast "so you all can go and fuck your selfs don't ever talk to me ever again" i started to feel dizzy I don't know wether I was cause I haven't ate today lately I've been struggling To eat or if it's that I'm having a panic attack "and for you- "Skye stop calm down"!! Missy said "for you jordan I'm sorry I really am I don't know what's up with you no I fuckjng don't then tell me tell me what's up !!!" Jordan looked like he was going to murder someone it really scared me he got up in my face and said "JUST FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE"!!! He shouted with rage and anger everyone stared and got there phones out recording I was really struggling to breathe "shit she's having a panic attack"!! missy screamed naz ran out the room to get someone I can't remember anything else it all went black..

I woke up in a hospital with an oxygen mask on missy and naz was by my side Cory was also here "Skye!!" Missy said happily "MiSsY" I said sounding drunk but it was because I was sooo high on oxygen "how many fingers am I holding" naz said putting up five fingers "SiXtEy FiVe" I said "yeah she's out of it" missy said "Skye"... Cory said