𝒟𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒

8. I want you

He got into the shower at my house and I shoved my comfy pjs on with some fluffy socks and went downstairs to make some hot chocolate as I was putting the whipped cream on both of them I saw jordan walk into the room with only a towel his abs was immaculate But it also broke me that he had a couple of bruises on his body "thanks" he said whilst taking the hot chocolate and walking upstairs I was literally gob smacked he obviously felt comfortable around me which made me happy I slowly walked upstairs trying not to spill the drink and walked into my room there he was on the phone "hi yeah can we order a large pizza and some. Mozzarella sticks please ordered to house number 2 on rickies street (made up street) he wanted me to eat I felt sick I didn't want to eat, he ended the phone and said "your eating skye" facing me "and you can stop hurting yourself" I replied "deal" I said "deal" he replied we pinky promised each other that I will eat and he will stop hurting him self seems like a pretty fair deal but I don't think he knows how hard it is for me to eat we looked for a movie to watch "what about this movie" jordan said pointing to a horror "if you want me to be scared shitless than yah" I replied we both laughed the doorbell went jordan pounced out of bed and went to go answer the door.

He came in the room with pizza the he ordered the The woft of food filled my nostrils up Mabye this wouldn't be so bad I thought he opened it up and placed it on the bed and started to eat loads and shoving them in his mouth as if he hadn't eaten in ages whereas I just nibbled on a slice of pizza .Not long after I started to walk to the toilets "we you going" he says "uh I'm going to uh call my mum" I straight away shut the door and forced all my food hoping he wont hear me "are you ok in there" jordan asked worried I slouched off of the toilet and said with a gasp of breathe "yeah my mum was talking about a load of rubbish" I lied to him which actually made me feel bad I hated to lie to him I really want to tell him the truth but what would he react like.. I opened the door and smiled and walked and jumped on the jumped "come on let's pick a movie" I said changing the subject he pounced into bed next to me and snatched the remote "HEY" I shouted at him "I got better taste than you" he smirked. He picked a horror movie not the best movie to watch whilst at night really. we put the film on and started to watch it I hid half my face under the covers jordan noticed I was scared so he held my hand a jump scare in the movie came up which caused me to scream BANG BANG my front door went "omg omg we are going to die" I worried stay here jordan please it could be my mother he listened to me on the way I grabbed my hair brush and silently closed the door I creeped downstairs holding my hairbrush infront of me BANG BANG there it was again I quickly opened Yh door and it was my mother... relief came off my shoulders she was so drugged up she couldn't walk i helped her to walk to the living room and layed her on the couch I whizzed to the downstairs cupboard and took a blanket and threw it on her I was so angry I wanted to cry she's always like this I stomped upstairs and opened the door and slammed it "Skye what's wrong" jordan said I just started to cry and fell to the ground " she needs to stop I can never speak to her normally I love her but I want her normal self back" jordan was confused "my mother she takes drugs and all the time I come home she's drugged out of her mind like on my first day of school no "have a great day at school hunny" instead of that there's  her fucking lying on the couch" jordan got angry and clenched his fists I noticed it "jordan can we just go to bed" i said "of course" he replied we got into bed and he put covers over me and him he stroked my hair causing me to get really tired.

I turned around and looked into his eyes and said " I love you jordan" his face was gob smacked and his eyes lit up " I love you too trouble" .I snuggled up to him and we fell asleep.