Torture

/23/

I woke up, but the other side of the bed was emtpy, where did he go? 

I went straight to the bathroom and turned the water on, so the tub could get filled up and meanwhile I took off my clothes and looked at myself at the mirror.

I look so awful, but I'm happy that I'm gaining weight again and become myself again. I need him to trust me, by giving him the attention he wants and needs. Therefore I can escape his horror and end it forever. 

After talking with myself I went in the tub and tried to relax and clear my mind from all of this stress that is caused by the whole situation. 

Stephen's P.O.V

I'm starting to feel kind of worried about Eva. She gets slowly more introverted by the time, am I doing something wrong?  She kind of does not take me seriously and just 'lives' her life like she would normally do..

That needs to end. I'm not just a puppet, who she can play with. I tried to be nice to her by letting her out of the handcuffs and that's the way she says 'thank you', darling not with me..

30 minutes later

I heard little footsteps coming down the stairs "Eva, get your fucking ass over here, RIGHT NOW" and the footsteps got even faster and she came into the diner room. "What's wrong?", she asked with a worried face. "The thing is I need to ask you, what is wrong. After I let you out you are kind of cold and are ignoring me. I just wanted to be nice, because I never felt this type of way like I do right now. But you know what, I think that does not matter for you.", "You just wanted to be nice? Are you kidding me? Capturing me in this house is nice? Do you even listen to yourself..". Anger filled my whole body and I started to get furious. 

Eva's P.O.V

Is this idiot even listening to himself. He just wanted to be nice, he can fuck himself that would be nice. Within seconds he came to me and pushed me against the wall. His hand hold my arm really tight, so it started to hurt slowly. "You dumb bitch, you think you can talk with me like you want. I'm not a fucking toy you can play with. On the other hand, you can be seen as a toy. I could bend you over this table right now and fuck you so goddamn hard that you can't walk for the next week. Then we could both see, who is the toy from us. Tomorrow you will be dead. End of the discussion." With that he let go of me and went away. What did just happen. With those words from him, I kind of get turned on. But realised afterwards the last sentences from him. 'Tomorrow you will be dead..'. Fuck no, I won't let that happen. I ran to the living room and from there to the front door. I tried to open it and for my luck it was unlocked. I ran as fast as I could and did not look back. I ran directly into the forest and could feel the ground more intense. I stopped after minutes to catch fresh air. I looked around and all I could see were trees and more trees. Suddenly some took me from behind and carried me. I looked behind me and saw Stephen. "Let me go you fucking bastard" I tried to escape, but obviously his arms were too strong. "You little whore, you thought you can just easily run away from me. You really disappointed me darling.". He walked back to the house and let go of me and locked the door again. "You are coming with me now.", he said and carried me upstairs and pushed me on to the bed and tried to put on the handcuffs again. I tried my best to fight against it, somehow I could not see a chance to success. "Rott in hell." and I spit on him. 

He looked at me with a devilish look and ripped my t-shirt, so that my breasts were on shine. "You sick.." and tried to kick him with my feet. He then cuffed my feet also on the bed, so I could not defense myself in any way. Tears were fulfilling my eyes and I started to cry in silence. I thought about he will now rape me and take actions, which I don't want to imagine. "You like it rough, am I right?", he smirked at me. "Fuck you!" I screamed at him. "You liked it before, down there how I talked to you, I could feel how you pussy started to pinch. That makes me feel amazing, knowing what an affection I have on you.", he licked his lips and started to come closer to me. His face was not much away from mine and he kissed my forehead. He whispered in my ear "Darling, I would never think of raping you. I want you're first time with me to be the best and most satisfiying one." . I felt relieved on one hand and on the other hand I was sure, that I will never have sex with this sick bastard. 

He went back and smirked at me and went outside. 

Why can't I just die..