I swear I was doing okay.
I as doing so much better.
I made so much progress.
I was almost even happy.
I don't know what happened.
Something went wrong.
And now I find myself gasping for breath.
My wrists are bleeding again.
And i don't know when it happened.
But I started losing my mind again.
I think I'm missing a piece of myself.
And I'm not sure how to find it..
