Kinda cute but too sappy Oscar, not my thing
I push him out of the house and close the door on his face and run back to my comfy sofa while realising I'm still in his hoodie,Shit...
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Curled up in his hoodie that smells like him but it feels so wrong, if i didn't waste my time with him this stuff would never have happened. I'm alone.
*Thud,Thud*
The door?
"Ugh Oscar fuck off, your not welcome here anymore"
He barges through the door, and i'm stood there in shock not knowing how to move my body even breathing became a problem for me.
"So y/n, you just wanna give up on us"
"There was no us Oscar, there was a night of meaningless drunk sex"
He looks up at me with his fists clenched and i became nervous of what had just came out my mouth, i might not make it to tomorrow. Oscar unclenched his fists and relaxed his body with a sigh while walking towards me and my body flinched. my eyes closed, but he pulls my face forward and kisses my forehead then finally leaving.
i was obligated to feel Cuchillo even if i didn't want to so i made her a sandwich and a bottle of water while still thinking about the events that just happened
"Broke up with lover boy did we" Cuchillo says with a comforting smile
"there was nothing to break up, there was no us" i look down finishing that sentence was difficult to say aloud.
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*F L A S H B A C K*
"You better bloody wash your hands before you touch that onion"
i grabbed the onion throwing it to the opposite hand while making a guilty face and giggling while he narrowed his eyebrows and i got scared and threw the onion at him. Causing it to land on his face. eyes now widen for the both of us.
"You almost broke my beautiful nose" He wines while holding his nose and pouting like a child
*F L A S H B A C K E N D E D*
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was i crying? And was cuchillo hugging me?
"Your a dumbass y/n." Cuchillo says while rubbing my back gently and comfortably making me feel safe, kinda ironic that i'm crying and feeling safe in someones arms who killed my brother and made me feel unsafe the whole time. But Oscar did nothing but care about me during that whole thing, he doesn't know but i know that he went to Cuchillo's that night that's all he talked about in his sleep.
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I hate him, but do i?
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A/N : sorry for taking so long but here we are and on like 2.19k reads, its insane thank you :3 don't forget to vote dudes if you enjoyed :))
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