Dear Diary,
1/15/15
Today has been a living hell for me. There is a rumor going around that Luke had sex with the biggest slut at our school Page. I don't believe it though, Luke is better than that.
Knowing the one person I love could possibly not feel the same terrifies me.
All I want is Luke.
But maybe he wants is Page.
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I shut my diary and threw it across the room.
I screamed at the top of my lungs.
"IM TIRED OF LOOSING PEOPLE. WHY DO THEY JUST LEAVE!?"
Luke's not gone, I tried to tell myself.
I tried to shut out the thoughts of loosing him, but I couldn't. He's the most important person to me. He's not gone, yet. But maybe he won't leave me at all. It was all just a rumor right?
I opened my dresser drawer to pull out my blades.
My wrist had tons of scars running up and down it already.
Might as well add some new ones.
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SORRY FOR MY LATE UPDATE :')
