Seaycee: OneShots

Abused 2

TW: This talks about sexual assault, self-harm, eating disorders, emotional and physical abuse. If you are not comfortable with any of these than please do not read this chapter.

This is also a continuation from the last chapter.

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"So I guess I should start from the beginning...."

Kaycee:

"When I was six my mom and siblings were away at the bakehouse and I was home with my dad when he had gotten a call saying that he had been fired from his job and he had just gotten so mad. Which has happened a lot before but only when it was just the two of us at home. I remember he started to yell and throw things..."

Flashback

"You have got to be fucking kidding me! This is all of YOUR fault" my dad yells while throwing a few plates at me. I sit on the ground with a cut on my face from broken glass with tears streaming down my face. "GET UP YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT" he yells dragging me to the couch my my wrist, definitely leaving bruises behind. "Stop it that hurts" I let out through my tears as he pushed me down onto the couch climbing on top of me. He grabs me by the throat with both of his hands. " Listen here I am going to take my stress out on you and you are not going to say a word, and you will let me do it whenever I want. Do you understand?" He says tightening his grip on my neck. I nod fearing what might happen if I don't agree. I cry and scream as he pushes himself on me.

Kaycee:

"Um after that he would come home and he would uh" I pause as I feel a sob want to rip through me. Sean squeezes my waist encouraging me to continue. "He would rape me almost every night when everyone was sleeping and I would keep screaming and screaming for him to stop but no one ever heard me. I felt so hopeless and then that went on and I was so scared of him, because he would constantly tell me horrible things he would do and hit me whenever he had the chance. He was just so mad all of the time. I remember one time when everyone left to go visit my grandma for a week I tried to tell my mom before she left but he caught me, and when he found out he took all of my clothes off and tied me to a pole in the basement with no food or water and he would rape me and take a whip and hit me with it. I was in so much pain. I just wanted very thing to stop. So when I was ten I waited till no one was home and walked into the kitchen and" I paused to catch my breath and wipe away my tears. everyone else was crying and Sean had moved behind me so I was sitting in between his legs.

He had his arms around both me and Liana, holding us both in a protective and loving embrace. His head on my shoulder and would occasionally leave a kiss on my neck encouraging me to keep going. "It's ok kayc, keep going you got this. I will keep you two safe, so you can tell us" he whispers into my ear leaving a longer kiss on my shoulder blade. With that I continue.

"I grabbed a knife out of the drawer and took it up to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I cried for about an hour before I finally slit my wrists. I wanted to die so bad and I felt at peace watching as the blood spilled out onto the floor. It didn't work though and my mom came home early and busted down my door when I never answered. I was in the hospital and after I got out I started cutting and I and I still do." I say showing them my wrists with the many angry red lines. I hear them gasp as more tears stream down my face.

"He never stopped and eventually he started inviting some of his friends to come over and rape me too, he would make them pay just to use me. I actually had gotten pregnant before I had Liana, but one night my dad beat me to the point where I had a miscarriage. That went on and then a few year Slater I got pregnant and had Liana. I never told anyone because he said he would kill her if I did. We stay in an apartment most of the time, that is where we live but I only go home to show my family that I am still alive, I have been telling them that I was just staying over at Sean's house. They all believed me too. I was able to hide a child for a year, and it was ruined because of some problems at the daycare. But I would change what happened if that meant I couldn't have had Liana. She keeps me going." I say unable to keep talking as I finally let out a sob.