I'm not wrong. I can't be wrong. It was really him. The weird thing was it feels like he's really their. Like I travel to the past,come to Korea because that moment felt so real.
It was so vivid. A lucid dream that wasn't a dream (A'sNote: Wahh I suck at explaining things)
Its not like an ordinary dream that seeing myself looking at him, it was the fact that I was looking directly at him. We are looking at each other.
As I opened my eyes a tear fell in my paper work. Everything was at its normal pace. The setting with no chills.
How I wish it was real. Or is it?!
But I know it isn't. How come I saw him when I am breaking down in front of this stressing works in Senior High.
I needed to wake up in reality that I can't see BTS in real life. But that moment was like seeing Park Jimin.
Its not hallucination (I'm mentally healthy and strong), it was real.
"BUT I CAN'T LEAN ONTO WHAT WAS ONLY GLASSES" a confusing phrase gave its own meaning that day.
I cannot marry of them and especially that Park Jimin.
Were totally different and a lot of factors blocks wrecked all my chances like our age (I am 16 and he is 26), our nationality, language, culture and a thousands of distance separates us. Who am I kidding myself?
***BASED ON PSYCHOLOGICAL FACTS. PEOPLE ARE MOST LIKELY GET ATTRACT TO THOSE THEY DO NOT HAVE CHANCE***(Correct me if I'm wrong. It's midnight and I'm sleepy.)
♥♡ knowing I won't be able to meet him in person. I keep my dreams far from reality ♡♥
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SOULMATE: From the past, present, to the untold future
RomanceSoulmate: from past, present to untold future author... #MissA Genre: Fan Fiction, Romantic Comedy, Fantasy Character: Park Jimin of BTS Reader as Allysa Maye