私の愛してる [Various x Reader]

Just Your Partner

Kise Ryouta

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"Good! Nice, nice! Tilt your head a little bit... Great!" the photographer said while taking various shots of poses.

SFX: *click* *snap* *flash*

"Okay and that's a wrap! That's all for today, great job everyone!" the director said with a victorious grin.

The photoshoot ended successfully and you with your hyperactive partner are now packing up your belongings. Its quite impossible that he's still all hyped up even after a very long and tiresome shooting.

"[Surname]cchi, can I copy the assignment sensei advised us to pass tomorrow? Pleasuu~" he said after fixing all his belongings and pleading you with those big round gold puppy eyes.

"Sure, Kise-kun... Just wait a sec, kay?" you said whilst rummaging your school bag. You spotted a big pile of files and give it to the blonde, who is currently rolling on the carpeted floor, out of boredom maybe.

"Here, I already made one for you. Basing on your typical self, I already now that you might say that." you said while tossing the piles at him and boinked his head first with it.

"Ouchy! Hidoii ssu~" he said with his croc tears. "Thanks anyway. Ja ne, see you at school!" he said while running off the studio.

You just sighed and shook your head at his antics.

°•.•° TIMESKIP °•.•°

As usual school is just a breeze that flew by. Its now academic club hours and since the boss was so frantically panicked that her precious model might evaporate because of his basketball career. So she demanded the principal that you should become the basketball manager because if not all hell will break lose. And so here you are stuck in the gyms bleachers writing down status, data's and whatnots.

As usual, his fan girls are cheering for him. You became a little bit jealous, though you didn't let your emotions show. You liked Kise since the moment you two became partners, you kept it a secret so it became your secret love affection.

SFX: *prrrrt*

The sound of the whistle startled you and then you realized the practice is over. You packed your belongings and headed straight home. When you arrived you collapsed yourself in your own [Favorite Color] puffy bed and rolled around your blanket making a cocoon. You thought about the events that happened and it sucks... Nothing special happened just an ordinary school session. You were busy thinking until you crashed and arrived in your dreamland.

°•.•° TIMESKIP °•.•°

You arrived school expecting it as an ordinary day, not until...

"She's here already! [Name]-sama! I have roses for you!" a fan said while running up to you.

"[Name], please accept my gift" another random fan said.

"I love you, [Name]-sama! I made you [Favorite Food], they're your favorite!" another said not until a now huge flock of fans bombard you with their gifts.

You glimpsed at the havoc land seeking for an opening escape but your plan was fertile. But you spotted a blonde in the center of a different crowd. Your gazes met and he smiled at you sheepishly and gestured to just go with the flow. You nodded and gave in to your fans' chittery.

After what seemed like years of collecting gifts, it ended quite a handful for you. How can you even carry this huge load of crap? You just sighed for the umpteenth time.

"So.. [Name] I have something to ask you since its Valentines and all." he asked you while fidgeting nervous at the current situation.

"Yeah, okay go on. Oh wait... TODAY'S VALENTINES DAY?!! Seriously?! Liek I totally forgot bout et! Nuh!" you started to panicked and your cool personality fades in thin air, letting out your other type.

"Uh yeah.." he just sweatdropped at you and then coughed.

"Oh, ehem. Right, right. You were saying?" you quickly covered your uncool type. Must be smooth. Smooth~

"Anyway... Do you... Uh.." he said while scratching the back of his head awkwardly.

"Just let the cat out, already. Sheesh! Its just me here." you said bit deep inside you were expecting him to confess his undying love for you. (LoL XD) And boy you were totally excited for his speech.

"Do you know if [Seatmate's Name] likes me or if she has a boyfriend?" he said with hope on his eyes. That momentum shattered you into pieces. Those mere words broke your heart.

'Yeah. Breaks my heart.' You said in your mind but still you plastered a fake smile on your face, like slapped a huge amount of powder on your face to seal your ashed features.

"I don't know but I'll ask her for you if you want." you said and smiled at him with your hair making a shadowy area at your eye sight.

"Really?! That would be great! Thanks a bunch if lot [Surname]cchi! Your the best partner ever!

You walked normally towards your classroom seeing your seatmate still there. You asked her directly and in a hurry. Of course, she said yes.

You just texted Kise her answer and proceeded on to the rooftop. There you let out all your feelings and cried nonstop.

You lived alone in your house no one might notice anything might happen to you. And you don't have any friends, none to be exact. Your fans also doesn't care if you disappear they will just change their idolization. It always happen. And your one and only best friend was to blind that he didn't still realised your feelings or he pretended to be dense because he doesn't like you. So, you had enough. No one will care about you anymore, no one is their by your side all gone and taken. You walked toward the edge of the rooftop and cried. Thinking your last words before you unknowingly disappear from the worlds existence.

Yeah... That's all I am. Your PARTNER. I guess I'm partner zoned, huh? Its now useless for me to live here. No one loves me so why should I even love myself?

You gained a few courage to yell the last words and jumped to your unending deep slumber.

KISE RYOUTA! Baka, Aishiteru...

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A/N

Happy Valentines Day, Minna!

Ja ne~

February 14, 2015

Saturday | 7:00