Love, the second time around

Chapter 4

A/N:
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Any who the song for this chapter is 'i knew you were trouble' by taylor swift.

Anyway on with the story.

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Janella's POV

Ok. So it's now lunchtime and obviously William has been avoiding me since this morning. Which I'm kinda sorta thankful for. I'll be honest with you and the truth is the problem is not him dumping me it's him not doing it yet. I've been waiting all day and still nothing.

I felt a light tap on my shoulder and when I turned around I saw Kristin with a letter in her hand. she gave the letter to me and swiftly ran away. I open the letter only to find Kristin's neat hand writing saying 'William said that he is breaking up with you through this letter.'

I felt a tear escape my eyes and I quickly ran inside the bathroom and into one of the stalls. As soon as I locked the door all of the tears came crashing down. How can one stupid letter make me feel so vulnerable? how can one stupid boy make me feel so useless?

I quickly wipe my tears away and head to the sink. I wash the tears stains away and make my way out of this bathroom once I got out I noticed a William waiting for someone. When he saw me passing by he grabbed my hand and pulled me away from everybody.

He dragged me into some empty hallway and asked me the most stupid question anyone could ever think of at this situation. He said. "Are you ok?"

I and being myself just hid all the pain from my face and made my expression emotionless. I can't let him see me at my weakest moment. And of course being me I simply said. "Why wouldn't I be?"

His expression changed from concern to a mixture of confusion and hurt.

I can't stay her any longer I need to go right now. As I was about to pass right by him. He swiftly held my hand to stop me from walking away.

"You can't walk away. At least not in this situation." He told me as if it was a fact.

"And why shouldn't I? I there's nothing to talk about." My face still emotionless and my body as stiff as ever.

I felt my eyes water so I quickly turned around and wipes the tears away.

No! not know. I can't be weak around him! Ok. I took a deep breath and whispered to myself. "Janella, calm down."

I heard footsteps coming from behind me but before he could grab a hold of me the bell rang loudly. "Well. The bell just rang so obviously lunch over." I said trying to force out a smile.

Before he could respond to what I just said I quickly ducked my head and walked away.

God! why did the damn author if this book make my life so hard!?

(Author: hey, don't blame me! I just write what I ever I can think of!)

Whatever.

(A/N: ok. Back to the story)

~a month later~

Janella's POV

It's been a month since the whole 'letter incident' and me and HIM hasn't spoken since then.

Is this normal? is it normal that I haven't moved on yet? is it normal for a girl to not show pain even though when she gets home she cries herself to sleep?

I felt someone snap their fingers in front of my eyes. "Hey Janella, are you okay?" I heard Elizabeth ask me.

We were in our homeroom class just hanging out. I was with Elizabeth, Maxene, Kristin and my other best friend Karla. We were waiting for Nichole, Chloe and Mariel (the rest of the group).

"Yeah. Why?" I said acting all innocent.
"Well you were spacing out again." I turn around to see Chloe right behind me. "Whatever."

Actually even I don't know if I'm okay.

~end of chapter 4~

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