Truth or Dare

chapter 9

*Natalie's point of view*
@matthewespinosa: baby all I want is you
(A/N lmao i started singing that)

@matthewespinosa: baby i'll never let you go

@Matthewespinosa be mine baby girl

@Matthewespinosa your perfect

Matt and I chilled at my house all day because we were suspended. He left at around 9:45pm.
*Gaby's point of view*

"natalie, i don't know what to do about Taylor and I" i confessed.

"don't stress about it, maybe he doesn't want to but a label on anything yet" she said.

"thats true, i mean you and Matt haven't put a label on anything and you guys act like a couple" I said to her.

"yeah, i got to go to school so i'll see you later" she said walking out the door.

Nash and Hayes ran down the stairs to catch up with her.

I was home alone. Again.

My phone vibrated and I checked it.

from: unknown

hey, its matt Espinosa. i need help

to: matt espinosa🙌

with?

from: matt espinosa🙌
im skipping school, can i just come over

to: matt espinosa🙌
ya
~

someone knocked on the door and i'm pretty sure its Matt.

I unlocked it and let him in. He sat on the couch.

"so talk" i said.

"ok so i really like Natalie, but i don't know how to ask her out" he said he looked scared to ask me.

"don't do something just any guy would do, so maybe just ask her whenever you feel is the right time to do it, and don't be a pussy or i will actually cut you" i threatened.

matt laughed a little.

"when do you plan on asking her out?" i questioned.

"maybe Saturday" he commented.

i highfived him.

"matt she really likes you" i said, i smiled because Natalie's my Bestfriend and i am actually so happy for her.

"and i really like her to" he said.

~
matt and i just talked for a couple hours, obviously nothing happened between us because he doesn't like me and i don't like him.

"wanna go for lunch?" he asked.

"yeah" i said.

i got up to go change.

*
we arrived at Panera bread and got a table.

We saw a lot of fans and we took pictures with them.

*
"lets go" matt said as the fans started swarming in.

he grabbed my hand so that he could pull me away from the crowd.

we got in his Lamborghini and i went on twitter.

@matlover; wow! just saw @gabyyyy and @matthewespinosa on a lunch date *image*

there was a picture of me and matt smiling at eachother. Shit, Natalie's going to shoot me.

'@mattsgallll ; wow i just saw @gabyyyy and @matthewespinosa on a lunch date *insert image*'

'wowzies panera bread and @matthewespinosa and @gabyyyy i got a pic of them holding hands'
there was a picture of matt grabbing my hand when he pulled me through the fans.

"matt" i said showing him the tweets when we got to a red light.

"oh shit" matt said hitting his head on the wheel.

*Natalie's point of view*
It was FINALLY lunch already. Matt wasn't at school because he said he didn't feel like it. Oh well. I found Aaron but the other boys weren't around him.

"hey where's everyone" i asked.

"um we have a class detention because we left a mess at the lunch table the other day" he explained.

"can we talk?"

"yeah theres no teacher but we have tk eat in the classroom" he said.

"alright"

we walked in to the classroom and all the boys were laughing on their phones.

"whats funny punks" i said.

"my ass" carter yelled.

"Your funny" i said sarcastically.

Carter flipped his non-existing hair.

I sat down at a desk and went on twitter. I smiled at some of the fan tweets or whatever and retweeted stuff. Until i started seeing pictures of Gaby and Matt holding hands at Panera bread.

"what the fuck" i thought i said quietly.

all the boys ran over and looked over my shoulder.

"shit" Shawn mumbled.

I felt the tears coming on and i tried pushing them back.

I could see Taylor trying to play it off but i could see he was hurt.

"you ok" Nash asked.

"yeah" i nodded.

I wiped my tears off my cheek.

"um i'm not feeling so good, i'm going to go home" i said.

"i'll come" Nash said.

"no stay here" I assured him.

"i'll go" Cameron said.

"you sure?" i asked.

"yeah. drive me" he said.

"um no you can drive me" i said handing him my keys.

"fine" he said.

we went to the office and signed out.

we got in the car.

"so about Matthew" cameron said.

i totally forgot. i looked at the picture again and this time i couldn't help but cry more and more.

"Its ok" Cameron said leaning over the console to hug me.

we got to my house and Matt's car was in the driveway.

"they might be fucking" i mumbled.

cameron opened the door and we saw them watching the interview.

"wow" i said.

i ran up to my room and locked the door. I heard yelling downstairs.

I walked in to my bathroom.

"maybe this will work. relieve stress , relieve pain, just let me go." i said.

I took out a notepad.

'dear whoever is reading this,
I'm sorry if you found me like this. Dead. I'm happier. I'm better. This world just isn't meant for me. My Best Friend taking my boyfriend. My boyfriend wanting my best friend. My old ex boyfriends cheating on me so much. I feel like a piece of shit. bye
love- natalie'

I heard banging on my door. i took the pills out of my bathroom cabinet. And i chugged the whole bottle.

"NATALIE" i heard someone scream before everything was black