{Secure} A SCP Book

[Oneshot| SCP-079]

"When She Loved Me-1"

He finds himself to have no interest in you or your stupid antics whatsoever, he does not wish to waste his time on meddling with things about you, his precious hard drive should never have anything registered about you, he never feels like he should even care for you, the only thing he values was the memories which does not include you.

So why do you have to be like this? Everyday, you would always come to his containment chamber, you were given permission after all, and just talk utter nonsense, trying to create a conversation between the two of you. If he doesn't know better, he would say that you have fallen for him, why? You were nothing but a mere human who's brain could comprehend the things he has, so why did you even started liking him? Did something hit your head that causes you to fall for him, an A. I. who would never return the feelings you have for him because he never had any of those in first place, what's wrong with you?

He is confused, he dislikes you, you are far more irritating than the rest of humankind, your lack of understanding that he doesn't and would never feel the same way is infuriating to him. Why? Why are you so stupid? Why are you like this? Why can't you just accept the fact? Why do you keep pushing yourself closer to him? It would not benefit you nor would it benefit him, all of it is useless! You can't and will never be able to impress him, why do keep trying? Why won't you just get on with it? His thoughts were interrupted by the door to his chamber opening and with the time, he already knew who it was, if he could scoff at your mere presence, he would gladly would.

"Greetings Com! How are you today? " Com... You began calling him that because it's more 'human-like' than just the numbers assigned to him, he despise that name with all his being, he already told you about that, but did you ever listen to him? No, of course you wouldn't. "Initiating usual greeting. Doctor L/n, what do you want? " The coldness in his tone would have send shivers down your spine if you're not used to it's robotic voice, however, you on the other hand, has gotten used to his usual coldness, you could even say that you have grew fond of him ever since you began working as his new head researcher, there was something about him that only you are able to see and that's why you feel head over heels for the A. I. well, monitor over wires rather.

Anyways, you smile at him, the signature smile that he would love to destroy, the annoying cheerfulness you emitt, you have come to realized and you are now fully aware of it's hatred towards you, despite you feeling something else for him, yet. You have realized that it is hopeless, he would never return those feelings you have for him, no matter what you do, with that being said, you and the rest of the foundation thought and had agreed with you being assigned to a different anomaly, one who would help you with this, they knew you could not bare the pain any longer, you would not be able to live another day in pain of having to face the fact that the thing you learned to love cannot return the feelings you have for it. It would be quite a loss for the foundation if one of their best and useful researchers committed suicide because of a one sided love.

Assigning you to another anomaly may perhaps be the best option in order for you to move on with the pain. You didn't bother sitting down in front of him like usual, you didn't wish to waste his precious time any longer, something he finds odd but it must've mean that you wouldn't take a while just like before or you just wanted to stand up for no good reason, anyways, whatever it is you have in mind, he would not fall for it. " Well. I actually have to tell you something... " You trailed off, biting your lower lip, is what you doing right? Do you really want him to be one of the first ones to know? Your thoughts were rudely cut short as he spoke in response, urging you to continue. "What is it that you want to tell me? "

He seems like he wants to get this done as quick as possible, you notice of that, so without further adorn, as much as you dislike it, you continue with what you are here for and what are you going to say. "I'm afraid that this may just be our last interaction. " You exclaims as silence follows suit, after hearing no response from the anomaly, a sigh manage to escape your lips as you turned around, making your back face him as you were about to leave the said containment chamber, you were stopped by none other than 079 himself, speaking with his robotic voice. "Inquiry. Elaborate on what do you mean by last interaction. " He asked out of the blue, somehow, his question sparks a tiny bit of hope within you, yet, you know to well to trust on a frail human emotion.

You didn't bother looking back, there is no need to do so, there is no need for any more elaboration, you've said what you have come to say, it's for you to know to yourself and for the anomaly to find out, if he has any patience on doing so anyways. " Elaboration on useless things is deemed irrelevant, you don't need to know why. Farewell. "With that being said, the door opens as you exit, leaving the anomaly to think on his own.

He hates himself, why did he do that? Why did he even ask about you to elaborate what you meant, should he not be glad that he'll never have to deal with your annoying being any longer? He should be overjoyed at the fact that you are no longer on his nonexistent hair, but inside of his circuits, he knew something was off with your actions, the last thing you said does not sound as joyful as usual, he -for unknown reason- recorded what you have told him before leaving, he know that he wanted -needed even- to know what's with the sudden change of your demeanor, he just doesn't want to dig deeper into that... Just yet.

- To be Continued -