FOUR PILLARS

Chapter 6: Brighter World

That boy has been plastering his mind since last week, a memory that he cannot get rid of. Is he having a gay panic moment? Maybe? Even himself doesn't know. All he knows is the boy has been invading both his dreams and his mind all week. And yesterday event? His heart cannot take it.

After saving the boy last week, he tried to get him off his mind but the silky white face of that boy. Erh! He hated his mind so much. His brain literally made up a scene and all he can think was how he wanted to kiss the boy face or kiss him silly. The boy's lips are literally sinful. How can he has the plumpest lips he ever seen? He literally want to kiss those lips so bad. He won't mention the dirty part of his mind.

Not to mention his neck. God, that boy's long neck is so pale and empty. He has to think weird things to shoo away his temptation from wanting to mark the boy's neck so the world can see, to claim the boy and mark him as his.

Last week was filled with people talking about the boy. A genius with a really pretty face they said. He heard that the boy is 16 but somehow managed to get into Matthayom 5. It's impressive he would say. That were the minor issues though, the students were focusing more about the fact the boy is a commoner. The weirdest thing is, no matter how popular the boy is, he never catch his name

The boy is famous, if people in his grade are talking about him then he will admit that boy is famous. He even heard some of his classmates tried to flirt with him but claimed the boy was too into his book and ended up ignoring them.

Bright chuckled at the memory. He even saw some of them trying and honestly they were the highlights of his week.

Although he heard about that boy and occasionally sees him , he never try to talk to him. Call it ego but he is not the type to open a conversation with someone.

Turns out what he has for that boy is a crush, at least according to Singto, he knows whatever it is he should brush it off. The boy is well, a 'boy' and he heard he is also a commoner. Not like he is homophobic but he knows that some people in the world is not as accepting as he is but he knows he cannot be gay. His mom will go crazy if she finds out he won't give her an heir.

Truthfully, that is stupid. It's a modern world, he can pay to have a baby and maybe it's better to adopt one. So this problem is a no go for his ongoing denial. Fuck. 

He still has the 'he is a commoner' reason to rely on. Yeah, that reason. He won't give his opinion on this because of course he does not give a flying fuck about it. His mom does care though so he needs to care. This kind of feels like Alec Lightwood's moment, because he is sure that his mother cares more about the boy's status than about the fact his son is gay. The boy is a no go and he has to move on.

And.. that was his plan throughout last week but guess what? He groans quietly as he remembers yesterday. He saw that boy pouring water all over Prem Suppanut's daughter and let that was literally the best thing he saw through out his three years of high school.

He hates the bitch's gut.  The reason? Let's say Tay had a hard time making her go away. That bitch is borderline crazy. She went to every gig he did which he appreciates but plastering him after it? So not cool. She tried to seduce him so many times last year and even claimed he was her boyfriend in front of the school.

The story is he finished his performance and suddenly she went up the stage and took the mic. With her annoying voice, she literally announced in front of the school that they were dating. It's not uncommon for girls to flirt him, it will be rare if no girl attracted to him, and sometimes even boys, but no one is as crazy as she was. 

That day was crazy, crazy is too mild to describe that day but it was fucking hectic. He wants to say he felt bad rejecting her in front of the school but she kind of deserves it? If she can ruins his life then he for sure can do the same thing right? Well whatever, it's not like he is the nicest person alive. To sum it up, the girl is shameless. Yes, present tense shameless because apparently she is trying to pursue him. He knows this because he saw the chocolates under his table and how she knows his desk? He doesn't want to care.