[A/N Hello people. So warning this chapter has mature themes but nothing grafic! So if sexual abuse bothers you sorry!!! I tried to keep it "classy and not trashy" if that makes any sense. School is a huge pain in the butt right now but I got in a bit of trouble so i can't do anything this weekend hopefully that will give me some time to write.
~AMII]
"Anaretti!" I turned to see Mr. Anders the headmaster calling my name. "Come here, I need to see you in my office." That sentence had my blood running cold. Before I faced him I made my face absolutely expressionless. What no one knew was that he had custody of me and my four-year-old little sister Elayna. Hell, no one knew that I had a four-year-old little sister. Except Dani. He knew about Elayna and she absolutely loved him.
Dani is probably the only kid at this school that I talk to. He is 16 and dresses like a girl. You would think he was a girl if he never told you otherwise. His mom is assistant vice principle. She doesn't know about Elayna.
I walked into the office and sat down. "I'm sure you already know what I want. I shouldn't have to tell you. Take off your pants and bend over the desk." Then without any preperation he pushed into me. It hurt just like every other time I doubt that I will ever get used to it. It felt like I was being torn in half. But I knew the consequences if I said no.
If I told him no he would hurt Elayna. It would be her here instead of me. He was sick and demented and I would never let him touch her. I would rather die. So I think of that and try not to focus on the pain.
When he is done he tells me, "Pull up your pants and get out of here I have work to be done." As I stepped out of his office I turned and headed to collect my self. After I had hidden out for awhile I went to the Common.
The Common is where the common room, student kitchens, laundramat, and library were. I hardly ate dinner with everybody I usually fixed myself some left overs and brought them back to Elayna to share with her.
I entered the kitchen and saw the fridge was open and someone's backside poking from behind the door. If I gave myself a moment to be normal and to forget my responsibilities I would have admitted that whoever that was had a very nice ass.
Said person shot up and hit their head on the inside of the fridge. I head them hiss in pain, "Dear Lord, I take this pain graciously. It is nothing compaired to the pain you felt for me when you died on the cross. If this is your will, I suffer this and any other pain that which You deem appropriate." I knew that voice it was that overly religious homophobe that is my english partner. Was this guy for real?
"You!" I said unable to come up with anything intelegent. I mean honestly I had just told myself this guy's ass was-
"Did you just call my bottom nice?!?!" Okay well maybe that wasn't in my head like I thought it was. Did he just say bottom? Is this kid for real? I took a step further into the kitchen.
"No, I would never think someone narrow minded like you was sexy. At all." he blushed at the word sexy and backed away when I stepped foward.
"You shouldn't use such words it's a sin." I laughed at that as saying the word sexy was the thing I'd done to get me locked in the pit of hell.
"Saying sexy is nothing compaired to what I've done. I told you earlier I sold my soul. Who do you think bought it from me boy?" I continued to walk foward.
"Exorciamus te, omnis immundis..."
"I didn't say I was possesed moron. The Rituale Romanum won't do you any good." By now I had backed him into a corner where the counters met. I put a hand on either side of him. I saw his puples dialate with desire. We were so close I could feel his body heat radiating from him. I leaned in closer and his breathing stopped. "Oh my Lord, I am truely sorry. I never intended for those feelings of lust to come. It is the Evil One he is tempting me. And if You truely see it fit that this boy should take me by force in order to punish me then I understand. I am sorry my God. Please will you find it in your self to forgive me. I didn't mean to admire his eyes. They surprised me they are purple Lord and I had never seen something so pretty before but it must have been a trick of the Dark One and I would rather burn a thousand deaths than to ever do something to offend You. I repent. Oh Lord please hear my Laments."
Wait- What the actual fuck? Is he apologizing for liking my eyes. Is he apologizing for being attracted to me? Is he crying? His tears did something. My stupid compassion. I brushed his hair back from his forehead and did the cross thing that my mom did when I was little. I don't know why but I felt something tell me Let him know that it is not wrong. All is forgiven. With my thumb still on his forehead I said "You are forgiven." I turned to leave the room and Dani was standing there with a smirk.
"Shut up. He needed it. I wouldn't kick a man while he's down."
"I didn't say anything."
"You never have to. Thanks for watching El this after noon.
"She's already eaten. Why not go for a walk and then head back after you've cleared your head a bit. God knows you need it."
"I don't know how you can still believe in God after all this."
"Faith. How can you not when there is no other Person that could have told you that was how to comfort the new boy. That those were the words he needed to hear. It's okay until you see I can believe enough for two. You'll get it someday."
"Dani..."
"Don't mention it." I walked out of the room. How had I know to say that?
