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Dubai
Dec.22nd

"Dawg you got my heart hurtin" kash said wiping her eyes.

I told her my medical condition once we got some alone time.

"Ian wanna tell you cuz it was trip and shit but I had too" I said wiping my tears as well.

"Hoe long you got day" she said holding me as I held her.

"I'd say a month tops but ima tryna hold on kash but it's hard" I said.

"We too young for this shìt damn" she said.

"Bitch we gotta turn up cuz I'll be done cried with you all damn day" she said helping me up.

I walked to the bathroom washing my face as I leaned over the sink.

The boys were at the pool with the twins and i could tell maniac wasn't his self but he put a smile on.

"Ian gon let them put you in them ghetto ass clouds okay friend" she said fixing her lashes.

"But fr tho tell them don't do that ghetto ass shit" I said as she recorded us.

"I got chu" she said we made our way to the pool.

We made our way to the pool and these mfs was drowning some lil kids.

Meechie and sack still don't know yet. Neither does  jaymo.

I sat on the side of the pool holding mir as he laid on my chest staring in my eyes.

"Mommy love you even if Ian here to see you grow into a handsome young man" i said kissing his cheek.

I knew he couldn't comprehend what I was saying. But I wanted to speak my truth.

To carry them for 9 months and not be able to be there for 18 years of their life. Is heartbreaking.