Abuse

 insecurity

It was 2016 now and we had our first child together, her name is Anastasia Grace Koehler. We had gone to the waterpark and Alex got some nasty comments about him. I could tell that it bothered him because of his body language but he didn't want me or the kids know so I rubbed his back and gave me a small smile. After that we went to pick up something to eat,when we got home I noticed he wasn't really eating so asked him." Aren't you hungry?" Follow by Eva." Yeah dad you have to eat something." He put his fork down and went upstairs. I look at Eva who looked concerned about her dad." I'll go check on him, you can keep eating." I tell her. When I went up stairs to our shared bed I noticed he wasn't facing me which I found it odd." Hey what's up with you?" I asked him." Nothing just tiered." He said in a horse voice." You sound upset bub talk to me." I tell him." No, I don't want you to feel bad." He tells me. I pull him in for a hug and just held him, he then let out his tears." It's just that every since that chick told me that I'll never be good enough for you because I gained weight. I know it's not true but it still hurts." He tells me." Oh honey why didn't you tell me this sooner?" I asked him. " Because I didn't want to break down in public." He tells." Oh come here." I pulled him in a hug and told him." I could careless what other people think of us I love you and only you , I don't care if you gained weight or not I know you're still the man that I fell in love with." He looked at me and said." Thanks babe, that made me feel so much better. I knew there was a reason why I fell in love with you." I smiled at him." Come on let's eat I'm pretty sure Eva is concerned about you." I tell him. He smiled at me and pulled me in for a kiss. After dinner we started a movie with Ana and Eva. Right when the movie was finished Eva asked Alex." Daddy why did you leave the table early?" He took a deep breath and said." Well sweetie um I had take care of something with your mother, I just needed your mother to boost up my confidence and she did an amazing job at it." She smiled at him and gave him a hug." I love you daddy no matter what." She told told him." I love you too sweetheart." He tells her." Me too?" Ana asked him. He chuckled and said." Yes, you too baby girl." She nuzzled her face in his chest and said." I love you daddy." He smiled at her." I love you too." With that we got the kids ready for bed and then we got ready for bed." I'm so great full to have you in my life not only you but the girls as well." Alex told me." I'm very bless to have you and the kids in my life too." I tell him. With that we fell asleep sleep.