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𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗕𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗞 - 𝖱𝖾𝗇𝗀𝗈𝗄𝗎 𝖪𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗃𝗎𝗋𝗈 -
- 𝖣𝖺𝗇𝖼𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖸𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖦𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝖲𝖺𝗌𝗁𝖺 𝖲𝗅𝗈𝖺𝗇 -
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Yelling at the sky
It had been a month since Rengoku's passing and being his fiancée, made everything all the more difficult. You were there when he left the world and watching him die in your arms was a pain you couldn't bare.
Screaming at the world
You were no longer your usual excited, smiling self amongst the pillars, you were mostly quiet now but still managed to get the job done when you had night patrols or missions to do.
Everyday was exhausting for you especially once you got to your room with your own privacy. Once the door would close shut behind you, you'd slide down to the floor and burst into tears, it was the norm.
Baby why'd you go away?
Your friends and fellow pillars had always been there to comfort you and talk to you whenever you needed it and you were grateful, it's just life turned different, too different. Rengoku was an eccentric, good hearted man who took pride in his work and was always there to cheer you on and was the light of your life.
I'm still your girl
Alone in your room after taking a bath, you had stared at the beautiful ring on your finger, the ring he had given you weeks before that dreaded train incident. The setting sunlight beamed through the window and landed upon the gem, reflecting into your eyes.
Holding on too tight
With a wince of your eyes, a sudden flash of his face appeared. He was smiling, those wide eyes of his piercing your own for a brief moment. "Kyou?" You breathed out, already feeling your chest ache and your eyes fog with tears.
Head up in the clouds
You stared at your hand for a second until a single tear rolled down your cheek. "I miss you so much..." you whimpered, pulling up your knees to hug against your chest. Memories then flashed into your mind, making your heart clench tightly and causing a gasp of pain to escape from you.
Heaven only knows where you are now
Memories flashed through good days and bad days, from when he'd take you in his arms in a loving embrace then press a lingering kiss to your cheek, to when he'd play fight with you in bed, leading to tickle fights and filling the room with such joyous laughter after an exhausting day of work.
