Suga's pov It was a Saturday I woke up at around 12pm cause why not I had breakfast and got ready I decided to go out this is so not me I'm the type to stay in bed in my PJs but whatever I went out to this huge park the view was soothing
I put my headphones in and started to write lyrics yes I liked to write lyrics I kept on writing since I was new to this area I needed some time to get used to it but for once I was liking change but my past wasn't ready to stop haunting me yet Or Maybe I was juding too quickly...
Y/n pov I was going out for a long walk since my parents weren't home I decided to get fresh air I was wearing this;
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I was walking seeing families enjoying it made me jealous why can't I have a normal family I was went to a convince store brought a drink and sat down on a bench and started to drink it because I was thirsty
"Y/n?!"
"Oh hi suga!"
"Yaa your following me now?"
"Why would I I have better stuff to do"
"I'm joking what are you doing here!"
"Nothing"
"Well then wanna hangout "
"Since I have nothing to do sure let's go!"
We were walking around the area talking "Suga here is my number call me whenever"
"Oh ok here's mine "
I was starting to like him but I didn't wanna hurt myself again Love is s like posion When you feed someone too much they die When you feed them too little they suffer and die In conclusion it is Poison But it can be beautiful Only if I was shown the beauty of love I would also love love
Feelings can kill you Feeling can heal you Feeling can hurt you Feeling can make you feel
But
Do I really want to feel do I...
Suga's pov I sat in the corner of the bathroom lit a poison a poison know as drug a drug known as cigarette As I put it between my lips lit it on fire give it the engry to numb me numb me from everything
At times even u wonder why am I like this That's when all the memories come back like a flood And I'm like a helpless child who has no one but himself
I envy people I envy them alot And that eats me up Because why do they have what I Don't Why do they have what was taken from me why can't I be happy Just why Why...
