colors

There's only two things that Dan likes: 1) colors and 2) flowers And also 3) Phil Lester (Technically three things)

unknown number | phan

phil lester and friends thought it would be fun to text random numbers from the phone book. he never expected to make a brand new friend. *lowkey hate my writing in this but i think the sequel is a lil better*

1996 (MOVED)

story is now on --friday

If I die

Not understanding feelings for others is hard. Not understanding attraction is hard. But it's even harder when you don't understand yourself. Trust is hard when you can't trust yourself.

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

instagram || phan (completed)

HIGHEST RANKING: #97 IN FANFICTION dan is a big fan of phil on instagram and accidentally sends him a dm that wasnt meant for him. lowercase intended!

Emails To Dan

Dan and Phil's friendship has ended. They moved out from their flat and went their separate ways. Phil has tried to keep in touch with Dan, but he never answers. All of his emails are unanswered, but that doesn't mean Dan never reads them.

Promise-Phan

Phil comes home one day to find out that his best friend has cancer. Triggers: cancer Author note: I don't know much about cancer, so I'm sorry if I got some things wrong.

Quiet | phan

It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

Emails To Phil (Sequel to EMAILS TO DAN)

After three years of Dan not answering Phil's emails, he finally responds. Though, the tables turn. Phil doesn't reply to Dan after he replies. Dan will try to keep in contact with Phil after all he has done, but he doubts he'd ever reply back. Highest Rank: #33 Fanfiction

Pretty Boy (Phan)

Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

Skinny Love-Phan

Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

one call away✧phan

after a huge fight resulting in phil moving away, dan keeps texting phil hoping for an answer ✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧ trigger warning: sad content ?? ✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

Outcast ✧ Phan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

arms // {phan}

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

Deep // Phan AU

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

On Good Days-Phan

Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...

poetry boy :: phan

he was a blank canvas and words could flow out of him effortlessly, there was never a stutter or a stop. he was a sky of colour, a mess of words tumble out of his mouth, messy and faint. *this fanfic contains drinking, abuse, and mention(s) of suicide. if there are any specific trigger warnings, send a DM please!

It Wasn't for Us //PHAN

(Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

Fix Me |Phan AU|

©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos onl...

dear phil ;; phan

Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

REPLY ❥ phan [discontinued]

Dan: I'm feeling pretty bad right now... Dan: cant you just reply? [Read at 5:32pm] ; HEYYY SORRY BUT IM NOT GO NNA CONTINUE THIS I DONT LIKE IT ANYMROE OK SORRY BYEYEEYEY

kik. ✧ phan.

twisted (phan) || book #2

SECOND BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES After running away together, Dan and Phil live their life in London, keeping their past locked up. Either way, nothing has changed. In fact, things have gotten worse for the two boys. After Dan pulled the trigger on the gun, he hasn't been the same since. Dan and Phil are now the m...

Crazy. (a phan au)

"Don't leave me Phil" - Dan Howell is crazy. Plain crazy. When his parents send him to therapy camp. He sees things. Or more like he sees people. When he befriends a boy named Phil will Dan know the truth about him? Is Phil real? Or is he just another character in Dans messed up head? This is really short and sad...

Eyeliner ➳ Phan

silvery-vision: you seem like an unusual person to like my photos sparkly-thundershot: you're cute and i enjoy your photos so why not? emo!dan pastel!phil a story in which two boys found not only love but friendship on the internet. very fluffy, little smut [highest ranking: #1 in january 2016]

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

ONLY FOOLS ❥ PHAN

Young love is a lot more than just chemicals inside your head, it's a lot more than just having a petty crush on a hot guy that sits in front of you, young love is the start of emotions; the beginning of learning how to love. Might be a lil cringe as I never intended for this to become my first full on phanfiction, re...

wanted (phan) || book #3

THIRD BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Dan and Phil are desperate to survive- so desperate that the two decide to become more than just a duo, and bring in whoever they can find to help them get out of this alive. The group is targeted, framed, and attacked by many who want their revenge. They can't sleep, eat, or even b...