what you can't have (b.e.)

you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

Still In The Dark | BILLIE EILISH

sequel to 'Keep you in the Dark' so read that first if you haven't because you will be confused Billie Eilish is now free from the mafia, but is still haunted from the memories and deeply misses her lover Trig since she sacrificed everything to get Billie out..... right? This story contains mentions of sex, alcohol...

Keep you in the dark | Billie Eilish

(story contains violence, use of drugs, alcohol, guns and mentions of sex. if this isn't for you then do not continue reading) what had you expected? me to make you my art and make you a star and get you connected? what happens when Billie Eilish suddenly goes missing? where did she go? will you be able to save her o...

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"your favorite patient is back." dedicated to peyton moonson, rest in paradise darling 🙏🏻

ƈʀօȶƈɦɛȶʏ, ռɛա, ʟօʋǟɮʟɛ • ɮɨʟʟɨɛ ɛɨʟɨֆɦ

"𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐫, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧" 𝐆×𝐆

GUARD | Billie Eilish

NEW CHAPTER EVERY TUESDAY Billie Eilish gains a new bodyguard. As their adventure takes place with crazy fans and paparazzi, will something grow between them? This book will not have any author notes or trigger warning to give an almost 'real life' effect. You have been warned Read at your own risk

ICED LOVE | billie eilish

"did you think I was fucking kidding when I said I'd do anything for you?" READ "ICE COLD | billie eilish" FIRST! THIS IS A SEQUEL. Billie Eilish AU ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {STARTED 12th AUGUST 2021} ongoing.

Love Like Her

I saw her through the window, little did I know she'd crawl through the windows of my soul and tear down all the walls I had built up. Never thought I'd be one to break the rules... but for her, I'd do anything to feel the way I do with her. I'd do anything to feel.

Chasing Air // Billie Eilish

Elliot Eneide, 21, moved to the United States from England three years ago after an incident with her mom. After two failed suicide attempts, she was determined to succeed the third time, but then 19 year old Billie Eilish stumbled into her life, turning her world upside down and making it hard to say goodbye.

Detective Of Murder [Billie Eilish AU] [Short Story] [ ✅Completed]

Detective Ashlyn Carmicheal is put on the murder investigation of Billie Eilish, and her mission is to find out who killed Billie and what was their motive. But there's a problem, her male co-workers believe that she won't be able to solve this murder due to her connection to Billie, but little do they know, that if t...

Goddess Of The Rainbow [Billie Eilish AU]

- a pastor's daughter who's too afraid to admit she's in love with a woman and she's willing to go through fire and water to make sure no one knows, theeven if it means losing the only person who's ever cared about her.

Bloody Love//Billie Eilish

After a great concert Billie's tour bus is hijacked,the armed men are mostly after Billie,with Finneas' and Claudia's help she escapes but the men are in hot pursuit of her. She bumps into a girl who helps her hide,she has to find a way to find a way to get her family back and still be safe,the girl offers to help but...

Rebellious Endgame//Billie Eilish

Third book to the Rebel Child trilogy. When their past comes knocking, Billie and Morgan have a their little precious baby to protect along with that their lives are also in danger. Their attackers have formed an alliance and are after them,they have to fight harder to get their happy ending but everything comes at a...

ᴛᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ

ɪ ɴᴏᴅ, ᴄʜᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʀᴇꜰᴜꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀʏ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. "ꜰᴜᴄᴋ" ɪ ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ɪᴍ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ" ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ "ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴢʏᴀ? ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛ...

ꜰɪꜰᴛʏ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴛɪᴍᴇ

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ꜱᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴏʀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ, ɪɴ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀʏ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀꜱ ʜʏᴘɴᴏᴛɪᴢɪɴɢ, ʜᴇʀ ɪᴄʏ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀɢɴᴇᴛ. ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ʜᴇʀ. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴ 50 ᴅᴀʏꜱ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴀɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴘʀɪᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɢᴏ ꜱᴏʀᴛᴀ ᴏꜰꜰ...

Don't Hug Me I'm Scared {Billie Eilish}

Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and menti...

𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 | billie eilish

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of socie...

ADDICTION // B.E

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================...

OVERCOME // B.E

!!! this is the sequel to my book "addiction" do not read this if you have not read "addiction" !!! ============================== with billie away on tour, jessie has to learn to cope without billie constantly within her reach. will she fall into old habits, or will she overcome her addiction? ======================...

TROUVAILLE // B.E

trouvaille /tro͞oˈvī/ noun something lovely discovered by chance ============================== ag reid was doing perfect. she was in her sophomore year of college, she's had a a girlfriend for almost seven months, she has amazing friends. she's living a dream. then she stumbles into billie eilish; a short, rude girl...

SAUDADE // B.E

saudade /souˈdädə/ noun a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; the love that remains ============================== this is a sequel to "trouvaille" the description contains spoilers, so read "trouvaille" first :) ============================...

ANGEL // B.E

"a whole ass angel," i declared. "the world does not deserve you, billie eilish." she giggled. "you don't think so?" i turned so that i was laying on my back now. i made grabby hands for her, then pulled her so that she was laying on top of me. i cupped her cheeks softly after she propped herself up a bit. "i know s...

DETENTION // B.E

i watched as billie laughed loudly, throwing her head back as she did. her contagious laugh filled the room, making everyone else laugh as well. maybe detention isn't so bad after all. ============================== sage vance gets a month of detention after pushing a teacher down. in detention, she meets the class...

A P A R T // B.E

"i hate being so far apart from you." ============================== in which billie eilish and casey ladner meet through social media ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 8/14/2021 ended: 9/2/2021

ETERNAL // B.E IMAGINES

e·ter·nal /əˈtərn(ə)l/ adjective lasting or existing forever ============================== a series of imagines of jessie and billie from my 'addiction' series :) it contains spoilers, so make sure you read the 'addiction' series first ============================== lowercase intended

HER // B.E

it's her. it has and always will be her. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 9/1/2021 ended: 10/13/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #3 in #billie 9/22/2021

ARTIFICIAL // B.E

aspen d'angelo is set to appear as a special guest on billie eilish's upcoming 'happier than ever' world tour. what will happen when their management forces the two into a relationship as a pr stunt? ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 10/14/2021 (discontinued 12/1...

DESTINED // B.E

"shut up with that!" billie said as she laughed loudly. "i dunno, bil... i'm just saying, i have a feeling that we're destined to fall in love." i shrugged with a lazy smile. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 10/22/2021 ended: 11/30/2021 =======================...