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  • The Smile That Killed(Phan)
    183K 7K 25

    *In the process of being edited, first two chapters done already.* Dan and Phil met in the looming forest behind the school grounds and have been infatuated with each other ever since. With many twists and turns, their stories are becoming more complex by the second. They say a smile can save someone, but what if it k...

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  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
    617K 23.7K 32

    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • Northern Downpour || Phan AU
    331K 11.2K 28

    Phil is not the most important boy at school, and Dan is just trying to fit in. What happens when their lives suddenly collide, and start something that none of them ever thought would happen. Warnings: violence, abuse, swearing, (smut).

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  • Human - phan
    1.6M 75K 38

    Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

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  • Weird Feelings (Phan)
    411K 12K 23

    plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...

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  • Is this a Phanfic or real life? (Phan)
    226K 7.3K 16

    Sometimes, hiding things isn't the best idea. Sometimes, dreams do come true, and not always in the best way. But everything happens for a reason, right?

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  • Messages (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 43.4K 16

    Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

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  • You don't know me [phan]
    309K 13.2K 28

    cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

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  • Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)
    602K 23.7K 29

    Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

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  • Shit Storm (A Phan Fic)
    1.4M 66.8K 33

    swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

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  • You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)
    5.1M 187K 53

    Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

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  • My Only Love - Phan
    273K 8K 34

    Dan and Phil are the best of friends, but they both have a secret, the same secret. The more they hold it in the bigger the secret gets, how long will it take until the secret unfolds and will the world ever agree? Story by me, do not copy without permission

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  • Asylum - a Phanfiction
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    Life isn't always fair, is it? once Dan meets Phil at a therapist centre, their lives take a turn for what seems like the best, for the time being... [Contains mention of suicide, depression and death, could be triggering. Strong language.]

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  • Boarding School - Phan
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    [COMPLETE] Dan always knew he wasn't straight but he couldn't admit it to himself.. That changes when he goes to a boarding school and gets to know this guy called Phil. Triggers: a lot of fluff (and smut in some chapters), boyxboy - Phan. (also my first fanfic ever<3 please go easy on me, this wasn't edit and I can...

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  • Exchanging Feelings (Phan)
    312K 8.3K 30

    Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxbo...

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  • Phan - The Runaway
    136K 3.6K 38

    Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaw...

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  • Love isn't easy (Phan)
    394K 11.8K 23

    [COMPLETE] Dan has a girlfriend and never thought Phil had feelings for him. What happens when Phil decides to open up? Warnings: smut and fluff, boyxboy (THE TITLE DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE STORY, it's all fluffy, so don't worry there's no angsty thing involved)

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  • What If Phan Is Real? (A Phanfiction) (Completed)
    288K 7K 24

    Dan and Phil have been best friends for 5 years now, avoiding Phanfictions and ignoring questions on their relationship. Truth is, it was just to painful for either of them to face. After them 5 years of sitting around and waiting, is one of them finally going to admit their love or will it be a secret for now and for...

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  • Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)
    2.1M 71.2K 41

    Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

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  • Never Told A Lie (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 45.2K 31

    Dan is the popular guy who can have anyone he wants. His friend Chris isn’t so sure about that though and makes a bet with him: By the end of term Dan has to make Phil Lester fall in love with him. A/N: There's no selfharm, no depression, no eating disorders, no character deaths, no bullying, no getting beaten up...

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