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  • A Meeting Place.
    13.7K 177 3

    Helen feels lost without the security of her soulmate, Zach. Perhaps a trip to the in between is the only way she can feel safe again.

  • Weird Feelings (Phan)
    411K 12K 23

    plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...

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  • Just like me: phan
    3M 79.7K 109

    Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
    280K 9.4K 12

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
    217K 10.9K 31

    Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

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  • Beautiful Phan
    38.7K 1.6K 8

    A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • Counting
    108 5 1

    The year following Dans suicide was the worse year Phil had ever gone through. He'd resorted to self-medicating just to get through the day. Soon they'd be together again. From Phils POV thinking about the days after Dan killed himself. This began as a writing exercise on the back of a doodle until it became whatever...

  • Silver & Silent (Phan)
    1.1K 45 9

    Dan is severely depressed and has been for quite some time, but Phil has absolutely no clue about it or why he became that way. Will Phil be there in time to save the one person he cares about the most? Will he be enough to help save him? WARNING: suicide attempt, self harm, depression, and other. Please be careful.

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  • Skinny Love-Phan
    29.7K 1K 1

    Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

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  • (500) days of phan
    647 26 2

    Daniel Howell believes in true love, he believes in soul mates. He meets Phil on January 8th. Just a normal day at first but that is the day he begins to fall in love with the boy that will eventually break his heart. PHAN / RATED R FOR FLUFF AND SMUT / STRONG LANGUAGE / SUICIDE AND SELF HARM MAY BE TRIGGERING/

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