Dan: Popular, Beautiful as hell, Loved, Rough home life, Straight...gay? Phil: Depressed, Self harms, Eating disorder, Lost, Scared, Bullied, Hated, Relatively decent home life, Gay. (Massive trigger warning, so don't read if easily triggered.) (This is no longer an RP. Chapter four and further are now all written by...
Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own
Phil notices Dan on the bus and he thinks he's beautiful. (This is the worst summery but is too short to have a proper summery idk lol) TW: major character death, suicide, references to self harm. this story is based off of a small poem i found on tumblr and i wanted to sort of expand it so none of the ideas here are...
A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...
Dan Constantly Get Abused At Home, Is A Complete Outcast At School. No One Wants Anything To Do With Him, Expect For Phil Lester One Of The Popular Boys. Will Dan let Phil In before Its To Late, Or will He End It All.
Dan and Phil are in their final year of school and have realised that they have a few of the same classes together. Are they going to become friends, best friends or more? Will both boys be happy with which relationship forms? Will the secret that one of them is keeping drive them apart or bring them closer? This is...
Dan. Kind of there, kind of not. Mostly just sad and lonely. Phil. New at school. They say opposites attract, like magnets. Don't they? (I'm in the process of re-writing this so if you see variations in quality please bear with me) *TRIGGER WARNING* Depression, self harm, mentions of suicide.
Major Trigger Warning! This Phanfiction contains: Depression Suicide Self-Harm Bullying Physical and Verbal Abuse Angst I advise you not to read this Phanfiction if you have any problems with any or all the things listed above. This whole Phanfiction revolves around depression and self-harm, so please don't read th...
Phil is a loser , a lost cause. He often has suicidal thoughts due to his abusive family and comments from homophobic bullies at his school. But what happens when he meets Dan ?, A beautiful exchange student from reading. Warnings - fluff , self harm and smut
Dan and Phil are both going through some tough times, and when Phil joins the school Dan is head over heels in love with him. But how will this beautiful tragedy end? Written by Jess :D Warning: Contains self harm, suicide, language and lots and lots of feels :)
Dan and Phil are both secretely in love with eachother, but both are too scared tell one another. So, when at a party they are both dared to tell the truth about eachother, will they finally open up? Or just shy away like how it has always been? What will happen then?
Phil gets bullied. Oneday, after his unusually rough beating, he meets Dan. They soon develop a friendship, stronger than anything, which soon turns to love. But when Phil is left to decide on who he truly loves, will he go with Dan, or someone from the past?
Phil loves Dan. Dan loves Phil. When they find out how will they react? Will it lead them into more trouble than their relationship is worth? WARNING: Contains Self-harm, scenes of cruelty, swearing, general boyxboy stuff.
PHAN! WARNING!- this story contains strong language, mild violence, and mild self harm Enjoy! Oh yes and there maybe character on the way that you recognise! X I know its long X
- Sequel to The Lion and The Llama (phanfiction) - Dan and Phil have been best friends for years, but as they became closer, they started feeling things towards each other neither of them had felt before. It took a while, with many ups and downs, but they made it. With the engagement not far behind them, they have an...
Dan has a crush on his idol, Phil. He wishes he could have a chance with him. He wishes he could have a chance with anyone, except that he has a condition making it hard to control his emotions, leading to random outbursts that he gets, A LOT. So how could anyone ever fall for him? ((triggers of self harm and suicidal...
Dan's starting at new school. He never fit in at his old one, but when he meets a new friend, he finally starts to feel like he belings somewhere.
Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...
Dan and Phil have been best friends ever since they met. But Phil suddenly does something that kills Dan inside. What does he do? Have some feelings been hidden all these years? Will they ever make up?
well this is cringe worthy... This is my first ever Phan-fic and I hope you guys like it I'm an idiot so I tend to re-write chapters so if you read it in the beginning then try to re- read it it's probably better now WARNINGS: smut, self-harm, swearing(obviously), verbal abuse, eating-disorders(probably) (formerly "Wh...
Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request
*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually h...
Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.
After Dan and Phil's bad breakup Dan is left alone with nothing but the engagement ring. They are separated for 5 months, Dan is now living with Alex Day and Phil is living on his own. They have no contact with each other. What will happen when they bump into each other at the train station, will it be phan all over a...
When Dan finally confesses his feelings for Phil, the older man reacts perfectly, however their jobs pull them apart and Dan struggles to cope without his best friend and lover. Includes Phan, Kickthestickz and Lemma as well as an array of OC's (one of which is based off of Luna Lovegood from Harry Potter) *trigger w...
a bunch of one shots about danisnotonfire and amazingphil :) feel free to request one! 3/8/16 update: been out of the fandom for four years now but I'm trying to write more again so i guess i can try to take requests? no guarantees it will be fulfilled, but message me or comment with ideas <3
23/03/15 - Deanna and I are working on a remastered version of this. I will upload the chapters as we go. In the meantime, please read my other works. Thanks for your cooperation :) - Jodie
I don't even know anymore Trigger warnings: mentions of self harm and suicide. Idk what else. I'll tell you pre-chapter I want you to be happy and safe so just remember that when you read. All of you little babes need to stay alive and happy.
