the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

I Think I Love You (A Phan fiction)

Dan and Phil are best friends. They live in the same flat and always did everything together. Little did they know, each of them had feelings for the other, but didn't want to say anything because maybe it would ruin their friendship. Was it worth the wait for Phil when Dan decides to get a boyfriend?

Polaroid (A Phan AU)

The polaroid photo - people say if you shake it, it will develop faster, but in truth it just ruins it. Phil is a working class, geeky, lonely boy toddling through life with his camera. When his family falls on hard times, he is forced out of his bubble and into the real world. Playlist: http://open.spotify.com/user...

Sleepy Secrets

A fluff-overload phanfic in which Phil has social anxiety (possible trigger warning). Dan and his lion are all set to go to their first Playlist Live when complications arise. (This is not only my first phanfic but also the first fanfiction I've ever written so sorry if it sucks and thanks for reading! <3)

Losing Control

Dan and Phil living a normal live, they then get held up at dinner, will one of them get hurt? How will they cope? Will Dan and Phil find themselves together or is this phanfic heading for nothing but disaster.

Human - phan

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...

Never Told A Lie (Phan fiction)

Dan is the popular guy who can have anyone he wants. His friend Chris isn’t so sure about that though and makes a bet with him: By the end of term Dan has to make Phil Lester fall in love with him. A/N: There's no selfharm, no depression, no eating disorders, no character deaths, no bullying, no getting beaten up...

Maybe you could save me.(Phan Highschool AU)

I never thought I would do on of these. But here it is. Dan is a good boy. He never gets in trouble and is nice to everyone. He gets good grades and is always smiling. But, behind that always smiling face, is a secret. A secret he's never told anyone. He is depressed. He struggles to get out of bed in the mor...

Relapse (Phan)

SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

Find Me Again // phan

Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)

Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

Love isn't easy (Phan)

[COMPLETE] Dan has a girlfriend and never thought Phil had feelings for him. What happens when Phil decides to open up? Warnings: smut and fluff, boyxboy (THE TITLE DOESNT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE STORY, it's all fluffy, so don't worry there's no angsty thing involved)

letters to you (phan) (complete)

Philip Lester is in the military for world war three. No family, his wife died, nothing left to live for. Will his life change around by a chance meeting? (TW: suicidal thoughts)

Tied Down.

It's not every day that you get kidnapped along with your best friend... Dan Howell is about to discover he's involved in the most sick, twisted game ever. One in which he must decide who gets the daily beatings out of him and his best friend Phil Lester. However, this sudden change in lifestyle brings new opportuniti...

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

Symbols (Phan)

Everyone has a match- not everyone finds them- but Dan does, and it turns out his symbol belongs to the least likely person he’d encounter.

In the end ( phan ) on hold

Dan and phil's YouTube life came to an end long ago with them never getting the chance to come out to the phandom . What happens when one of them want to kick start a new channel to relive the years they thought they would never get back.

The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction)

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually h...

In love with a friend - A Phanfiction :)

Dan and Phil are both secretely in love with eachother, but both are too scared tell one another. So, when at a party they are both dared to tell the truth about eachother, will they finally open up? Or just shy away like how it has always been? What will happen then?

In My Dreams // phan

Sequel to Up All Night! Dan has finally found Phil, the boy he dreamed of, and maybe fallen in love with. But Phil doesn't know he exists. He's been trying to get his attention for so long, but Phil doesn't notice. Dan will do anything to get Phil to notice him, but that may just get him into major trouble.

The Lonely Prince || Phan

Phil Lester hasn't had the best past. He was bullied and tormented because of his sexuality and had no friends for a long time. He then moved to London where he met Chris and PJ who help get his life back on track again. Suddenly he's under a spell when 'The Lonely Prince' - Dan Howell walks into the room and smiles...

oblivion | on hold

oblivion əˈblɪvɪən/ noun 1. the state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening around one.&nbsp; "they drank themselves into oblivion." synonyms:unconsciousness, insensibility, stupor, stupefaction, senselessness, blankness, darkness. More 2 .LAW historical amnesty or pardon. -Google's defini...

The Sky and The Sea ~Phan~

After one day at his new school, Dan finds himself falling for Phil, the cute guy in his English class. Will they be good match like the sky and the sea, or will their relationship always be platonic?

All that mattered-Phan

Phil Lester is fine. At least that's what he's telling Dan, his flatmate since a year ago. What Dan doesn't know, is that Phil is silently suffering from depression and self-harm, and also has secret feelings for his best friend.

Phan - The Runaway

Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaw...

If I Knew Then (Phan)

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Don't touch my Dan

Dan and Phil watches teens react to Dan and Phil and Phil gets jealous ^^

You mean so much to me Dan Howell

On an afternoon walk to get a bubble tea Dan and Phil's lives are changed forever when Dan is hit by a car. Will he live??? How will Phil cope.....

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?