as we passed the pool in the center of the motel, i studied how the raindrops made tiny splashes as they hit the turquoise water of the pool. i wondered what that looked like from under the water. what it would look like if i were actually drowning. [*WARNING: There will be triggering events and sexual content in this...
Dan and Phil are best friends. They live in the same flat and always did everything together. Little did they know, each of them had feelings for the other, but didn't want to say anything because maybe it would ruin their friendship. Was it worth the wait for Phil when Dan decides to get a boyfriend?
**Trigger Warning: Self harm/Eating Disorder/suicidal thoughts** Dan Howell is crumbling but then again so is Phil Lester. Phil has secrets, the kind of secrets that kill. Who first? Dan or Phil This is the first fic I've ever posted online so if you have any suggestions on how to make it better please feel free to co...
Phil had been in his room all night. The apartment was too quiet without him. I knew I had to tell him soon, but tonight was not the night. We had been arguing about such stupid little things recently, I knew Phil was obviously stressed about something but I didn't know what... It's my first fic, so I'm sorry if its...
Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...
Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including a...
Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...
Phil is a broken soul. No friends, no one that cares. Until Dan, a younger boy who is just as broken as Phil, walks into his life. The pair build an unlikely friendship as they help each other through the hardships of life. But as things go from bad to worse, can they stay together? Or will their friendship crumble? *...
A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...
When Dan comes home to tell Phil some big news, it leads him to doing something drastic..
(Read this I like these stories better) Some short stories about Dan Howell and Phil Lester because I am the ultimate trash can™ Mostly fluff and song-based stories Low number of trigger stories (TW's: Profanity and depressive thoughts/actions only in some stories. Trigger warnings, if any are in the story, will be me...
Dans diary over 12 weeks **trigger warning** contains mentions of domestic violence, self harm and abuse
Lead vocalist of Fall Out Boy, Patrick Stump, struggles with depression, anorexia and severe anxiety/trust issues. With Fall Out Boy bassist Pete Wentz by his side, he just may be able to salvage himself and make it out alive - maybe even better than alive. // insp. "hand of god" by fall out boy //
Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...
just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}
Phil is an orphan, bullied, and living alone with no friends in a home. He does his best not to let that fact that no one seems to care about him get to him, but it's getting harder. Then a nice couple start to take interest in him, and it turns out they have a son his age, Daniel, but the love they begin to share isn...
Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, howeve...
Patrick Stump. Pete Wentz. "My name is Patrick, and I'm in love with my friend Pete..."
All the oneshots I write which you should 100% read as they're what I'm best at
Phan AU w/ pastel Dan and Punk Phil Phil is a tattoo artist, one that looks intimidating to people who don't bother to look deeper in him. But when Phil makes the daring decision to go talk to the cute boy who works in the flower shop across from him, will he be scared off or will he stay to unravel the mystery beneat...
