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  • Goodbye Internet | A Phan Oneshot
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    October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'

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  • // Sad Phan Stories //
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    A collection of sad stories. TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, SUICIDE AND DEATH

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  • Sad Phan Stories
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    Sad shit I come up with. (Mostly oneshots.) Hindsight 2021: Some really messed up shit. 14-15 y/o me projecting my issues onto fictional versions of Dan Howell and Phil Lester. I hope they never saw these. Good stories still, kind of, but read with caution. Triggerwarnings have been added.

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  • struggling➾ phan (complete)
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    update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

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  • Doomed-Bring Me The Horizon
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    Dan and Phil get in a fight, causing Phil to leave. Will he want to take Dan back? Is their marriage in jeopardy?

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  • Beautiful Phan
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    A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Phan self harm
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  • Everything's An Illusion // Phan
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    Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

  • Useless (phanfiction)
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    "You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTIO...

  • Fuckin Perfect (DISCONTINUED!!)
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    Jack is a loner, lone wolf, highschool teenager that lives by the woods. Then his life changes as he meets Mark Fischbach What happens to Jack as he discovers hate Hate towards the bullies The emails The notes The hate towards school And himself

  • The Beautiful Bully (Septiplier)
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    Sean/Jack is a bully victim at his new school. He is depressed and sad. Yet there is one particular bully that catches his eye. Of course he's a bully, but he's also gorgeous. His name is Mark. ----- Mark is a bully. There is a kid he bullies, his name was Sean, Mark doesn't like bullying him, but he'll get bullied...

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  • Who Would Love An Angel With Broken Wings? // Septicpliar (COMPLETED)
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    Jack is a well known punk or emo at school. Mark is a jock and caption of the football team. They both go to Sunnyside Highschool. Mark is pressured by his peers to not help Jack's bullying problem for the longest time. Finally he helps Jack but Jack isn't exactly what he expected. He had a secret... will he tell Mark...

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  • Save Me (Septiplier [Jacksepticeye/Markiplier])
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    Jack has had his boyfriend for over 3 years now, and Mark knows exactly how that boyfriend is. It's steadily getting worse, until Jack goes missing for a week and a half. Mark has the ticket ready to go to Ireland, but what will he see when he gets there? He saw the hospital video, the 'car crash injuries', but he doe...

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  • Help, I'm Terrified
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    He's alone, crying, starving to death, sick, aching in every part of his body. He ignored the messages on Twitter and the texts and calls from his friends. He finally got the nerve to answer his best friend. "Jack, are you ok?" "I'm not ok, Mark! Please help, I'm ter-" "Sean? SEAN!?" (SUCIDE WARNINGS, DRUG MENTION...

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  • Not Even The Angels Could Pull Him From Hell \\ septiplier
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    Seàn William McLoughlin, who goes by Jack, is a 17 year old gay student. He is bullied at school and abused at home. Most people see him as the annoying, gay, emo, punkish freak. Sadly he is a lover not a fighter and the only way he knows how to fight is to leave his own battle scars all over his body. Mark Edwar...

  • Stitches
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    Seán (morely known as Jack) McLoughlin was the quiet, shy, and sensitive kid, he got good grades, and only had one friend, his transgender best friend Tyler. But he isn't treated right at home, with abuse from his father and mother, no wonder he's quiet. But what will happen to Jack when he bumps into the most feared...

  • help
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    16 year old sean McLoughlin is being abused and bullied not just at school but at home too everything changes after he meets mark fischbach the new kid in his school he is compassionate and caring everything he needed to get him through this hard time but will they stay just friends? trigger warning - this story conta...

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  • ~Septiplier Away~
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    What happens when a abused boy frets bullied by a buff guy? Who knows all we can say is SEPTIPLIER AWAY

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  • Septiplier || Completed and Edited
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    A nice guy named Sean went to go save a guy named Mark from being bullied and punched for being gay. They become friends, yet the bullies are not happy and want revenge. Along the way, secrets are told and confessions are made.

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  • Don't Wake Me Up || Septiplier
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    I looked up at Mark, his soft brown eyes stared back in a caring manner. My eyes fell back down to my feet, not wanting to look at Mark in this situation. "Sean," he whispered, trailing his finger along my jaw line to my chin, lifting it up a bit. His hand gently wrapped around my wrist and pulled it up to our faces...

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  • Septiplier- a knife, a blade and a diary
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    A diary? No, more like a suicide journal that marks down whatever he does. But what exactly does it do? This is a book of all the journal entries written by him until the day he gave up. Some times there is a meaning behind a truth. Some entries may be heart shattering. Life, they say is to short to wait. Only those w...

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  • Pain killer
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    Jack is extremely depressed. Can Mark help him or will it backfire?

  • hated ;; septiplier
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    all sean wanted was to be loved and accepted and not bullied and hated. // triggering content ;; attempted suicide ;; self-harm ;; angst

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  • Young Love
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    Jack is the new kid. He lives in a foster home and is constantly bullied. But he gets lucky in some way that I'm not gonna spoil because #spoilersarebad

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  • Jack Is Suicidal
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    Once famous Youtuber, Jacksepticeye, gets harassment on a daily basis. He finds it hard to cope with all the hate comments. His friend, Markiplier, tries to help him through this tough time. Will Jack get past it and move on or will he try to end it all? (Trigger warning obviously)

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  • Depression Is A Bitch
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    Dear, Diary I'm Jack. I hate depression I cut myself every night. It feels good. I hate being Gay. My dad abuses me. My mom tries to help me. My little brother Sam is youngest. He gets the most pain at of all us. We moved to America. But, I met him. He's nice. I hate nice people. He probably heterosexual...

  • Saved with Choices - A Septiplier story
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    [COMPLETE] Jack gets bullied all the time. Then comes the new guy, Mark. Jack really likes Mark and Mark really likes Jack, but there's this girl named Signe who desperately loves Sean and wants him to be hers and hers only. Should he break Signe's heart and be with the man who saved him from his fears? And will some...

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  • Hold on JackABoy
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    XXXXXX Trigger Warning XXXXXX -alcohol -swearing -minor character death -PTSD -Selfharm -past abuse Jacksepticeye. A hilarious Irish Gaming youtuber; who uploads almost twice a day. Who is always smiling, yelling, and just plain out having a good time... Or is he? When the red button on the camera is blinking he's be...

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  • I can't do this alone (septiplier fanfic)
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    Jack is having a horrible life at the moment. His girlfriend cheated on him, he's getting a bunch of hate on YouTube and in real life, and no one has talked to him in quite a while. All this adding up has led to Jack doing some...bad things to himself. Mark has noticed that Jack is different in his videos. He's a lot...

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