my four word hell // lashton
a story about ashton being in a mental hospital, and luke being not so nice to him about it. (each chapter is 4 words)
a story about ashton being in a mental hospital, and luke being not so nice to him about it. (each chapter is 4 words)
Luke Hemmings is popular. Ashton Irwin is an outcast. Luke Hemmings is open about everything. Ashton Irwin has a secret. Luke Hemmings always asks himself: What is Ashton Irwin hiding?
"What would you do if I jumped off this bridge, right in front of your eyes?" "I'd jump with you." ***(Ok I wrote this a while ago and it's so bad bUT ENJOY)***
Luke is the cool, popular kid that everyone loves. Ashton is the freak who tried to kill himself. You know what they say… opposites attract.
"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I...
Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?
Sometimes it’s better that you don’t really have to feel anything. { copyright @stellatbhh (originally @whoanohemmo), 2014 }
"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that...
"We stopped checking for monsters under our beds once we realized the monsters were inside of us." Ashton Irwin. A 16 year old Aussie entering his Junior year. Everyone either ignores him or bullies him to an extent. Other then the bullying, no one talks to him. He hates himself. Luke Hemmings. A 17 year o...
Life gets better? Try telling that to Ashton Irwin, who's life has only been shit. He doesn't believe in anything or himself anymore, and he's nearing his breaking point. Luke Hemmings is the new kid, and he immediately becomes well known; due to his charming looks and personality. But when he sees the hazel eyed boy...
*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die...
A Five Seconds Of Summer fan fiction Two hunters Four creatures One story One rewrite cause we need to seriously edit this for it to be acceptable.
I kissed the scars on his skin. "I still think you're beautiful" I said. "and I don't want to lose my best friend."
Michael and Ashton have been best friends from birth - well okay Ashton was older the Michael but you get the point. There parents are best friends (and neighbors) which automatically made them friends too. One day Michael leaves without any goodbyes and Ashton is has been left to fend for himself.
"Ashy?" Mikey frowned, sitting down across from me "Why don't you talk?" He asked, his aqua-green eyes flickered up to mine. I looked down and grabbed my book, writing down 'It hurts to talk.' I handed the paper to him. "Where does it hurt?" He frowned more. 'My throat.' I wrote down and showed him. He nodded and sig...
Luke Hemmings. Popular, openly gay, excepted, Always happy. Ashton Irwin. Popular yet bullied at home, openly gay, self harm-er, depressed. What happens when Luke's family moves? Will Luke be able to fix Ashton? Or is he broken beyond repair? *May have triggering seens. Read with caution.* **Discontinued** ...
Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...
5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?
Ashton's depressed, he's in so much physical and mental pain, that he doesn't know how much longer he can take it, until one day Luke comes into his life, and maybe, just maybe, Luke will be able to fix Ashton.
Ashton was a quiet kid, he kept everything to himself. He had no friends but lots of internet friends.His best online friend was Michael. They both played lots of video games and video chat. Also Ashton had a suicidal account on tumblr. He didn't tell a single soul not even to his best friend. Luke was outgoing and ve...
"Why do you always carry those drumsticks around?" "They're the only thing that keep me grounded to reality..."
Imagine waking up every day dreading what will happen, well that's my life and I hope you enjoy your time here. Self harm Boyxboy
Luke came out as gay to a loving and accepting family and best friend. He's happy. Ashton came out to an abusive father and suicidal mother. He's broken. Lashton fic.
"It's all just a game until you say a sentence that a stranger recognizes." warnings: triggering. swearing, anxiety, suicide, self-harm, and depression. trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51qqP1tuEXQ [[ @JeanChanty ]]
"There just colors. They mean nothing to us." In which 4 boys meet in a hospital and find they all have something in common: the colors
"Why are you doing this, please stop. We all love you" "No one loves me I'm a worthless piece of shit" "I do love you , ever since you first came into this band" Just one sentence , one sentence could someone's life .... Or not Everyone has secrets. There are secrets that can be shared out to the world. Secrets...
Ashton Irwin is an eighteen year old, hazel eyed boy. Well, I guess he's a man, now that I think about it. At least on the outside, he is. On the inside he's just a scared, hurting boy. He's broken. And he doesn't know if he can be fixed.