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  • Take me to church (Book 1)
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    A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...

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  • In My Dreams // phan
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    Sequel to Up All Night! Dan has finally found Phil, the boy he dreamed of, and maybe fallen in love with. But Phil doesn't know he exists. He's been trying to get his attention for so long, but Phil doesn't notice. Dan will do anything to get Phil to notice him, but that may just get him into major trouble.

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  • Up All Night // phan
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    Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

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  • The Benefits Project ; phan au
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    Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

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  • the love club
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    i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

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  • Little Lights in my Heart - phan
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    Dan and Phil are children together, best friends from the offset. Even as they drift apart Phil's little lights stay with Dan and he carries the theory with him through into old age.

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  • ACQUAINTANCE (Book #3 - EMAILS TO DAN)
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    acquaintance [uh-kweyn-tns] noun -a person known to one, but usually not a close friend. After years of Dan and Phil not talking since they moved out of their flat, they start to talk. Dan will try to make it up to Phil for ignoring him in the beginning. Phil doesn't know how it will go, but he goes for it and contin...

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  • Emails To Phil (Sequel to EMAILS TO DAN)
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    After three years of Dan not answering Phil's emails, he finally responds. Though, the tables turn. Phil doesn't reply to Dan after he replies. Dan will try to keep in contact with Phil after all he has done, but he doubts he'd ever reply back. Highest Rank: #33 Fanfiction

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  • Emails To Dan
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    Dan and Phil's friendship has ended. They moved out from their flat and went their separate ways. Phil has tried to keep in touch with Dan, but he never answers. All of his emails are unanswered, but that doesn't mean Dan never reads them.

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  • Talk To Me
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    Part 1 Phil is the new boy to school. Dan is the loner who doesn't talk. After his new friends, Chris and Pj, convince him to talk to him, Phil finds himself fascinated with him. As they grow closer he learns that the silent boy has a lot more to him. Part 2 After high school Dan and Phil moved in together, growing c...

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  • It's not just you - Phan (completed)
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    Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, howeve...

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  • In This Secluded Spot I Respond As I Wouldn't Dare Elsewhere
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    It's 1995, and Castiel's high school years are destined to be difficult: home-schooled until eighth grade, he is awkward, shy, and socially inept. The weird kid with the funny name would rather isolate himself and draw in his sketchbook than deal with the constant bullying he faces every day. Things only get worse in...

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  • Find Me Again // phan
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    Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

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  • Discovering Love // phan
    1.1M 53.9K 21

    Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

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  • Identity (Phan)
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    Dan is definitely beyond nervous to start at the prestigious boarding school, Harrison Academy. He wants to get away from the past and start a new life, where he meets his dorm mate, Phil Lester. Phil is always happy, it seems, and wants the best for everyone, but as he continues to get to know Dan, he realizes that t...

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  • Black Film | Phan (COMPLETE)
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    Social anxiety ridden Phil Lester meets socially active, energetic, Dan Howell in his film class.

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  • Highschool Destiel Love Story AU
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    Castiel is new to the school and wants to know who Dean Winchester is and when Castiel gets a new car he will find out because Dean is the mechanic who fixes it. :) Hope you like it!! SABRIEL INCLUDED

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  • Battle Scars (destiel AU)
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    Castiel Novak moves to Sioux Falls in the fall of 2014 from Britain after the death of his parents. School life is hard for Castiel and on top of that he is diagnosed with severe clinical depression and doctors are convinced it's because of his parents passing-it's not. His entire life is falling apart. Little does C...

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  • Fix Me |Phan AU|
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    ©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos onl...

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  • Asexual Howell (Phan AU)
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    Dan has a partner when he finds out he's asexual. He's always felt not normal towards sex and is shocked when he finds out why, he feels like he will never be normal again. He confides in his girlfriend Paige who seems to take it fine, but it causes a lot of hassle in the relationship. Soon Dan is becoming more and...

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  • Dinner at 3 (Destiel AU)
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    Castiel is a lonely depressed 15 year old, who believes that dating before you're 18 is the worst thing a teenager can do. He's also a writer and quite the character. One night when he decides to go on one of his night walks he breaks all his own rules and ends up with a mysterious 19 year old named Dean. What happ...

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  • Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
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    Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

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  • Twist And Shout
    1.3M 29K 13

    THIS IS NOT MY BOOK!!! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS BOOK!!!! The original book Twist and Shout by the author from achiveofourown (Gabriel (AO3)) ALL THE CREDITS GOES TO GABRIEL AND STANDBYME!!

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  • Alive (Phan)
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    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • Shit Storm (A Phan Fic)
    1.4M 66.8K 33

    swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

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  • dont you forget about me || destiel au
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    Dean and Castiel where always together. But after Castiel noticed the SOLD sign on Deans porch, he knew that would all change. That is, until 5 Years later when Dean returns, but this time he's got a secret that only runs in the family. __________________ I wrote this in 2015 so forgive my shitty plot and confusing ch...

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  • Me and you {destiel/sabriel Fanfiction}
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    This is an AU of high school cas and Dean!! It's pretty fricken adorable if I do say so myself. {{COMPLETED}}

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  • Phan - The Runaway
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    Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaw...

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  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
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    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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