he was a blank canvas and words could flow out of him effortlessly, there was never a stutter or a stop. he was a sky of colour, a mess of words tumble out of his mouth, messy and faint. *this fanfic contains drinking, abuse, and mention(s) of suicide. if there are any specific trigger warnings, send a DM please!
"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}
" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...
phil loves flower crowns. phil loves fit boys. dan loves piercings. dan loves pretty boys. [pastel phil / punk dan]
In which a boy with pastel pink flower crowns and a boy with a dark attitude become friends to prove everyone wrong *pastel!artist!phil *punk!musician!dan
Dan and Phil meet each other for the first time in forever. Phil was a punk guy and Dan was like a pastel guy. Phil is confident and charming. Dan is timid and kind. When Phil meets Dan he falls in love and so does Dan.
Dan Howell, the school 'nerd'. Yeah, that's the clique he has been put into. He's shy, has a passion for theatre, loves to draw, wears flower crowns, button up shirts, and pastel sweaters. The popular group bullying him constantly, pulling flowers out his flowers crowns, crumbling his drawings, physically harming him...
[SEQUEL TO TREES] oh, ms believer, my pretty sleeper your twisted mind is like snow on the road your shaking shoulders prove that it's colder inside your head than the winter of dead i will tell you i love you but the muffs on your ears will cater your fears my nose and feet are running as we start to travel through...
[completed] two strangers are stuck on an elevator on a rainy monday morning. confessions ensue. ; copyright © 2016
mad. mad? yes, i suppose i am mad. but listen to me, is that really so bad? mother and father, should surely be glad, for i was the only mad child that they'd ever had. /lowercase intended/ tw: abuse, swearing, slight insanity disclaimer: i do not own this plot. credit for the story idea goes to @babysucculent
[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4
Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other tri...
" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...
Phan Texts between Dan and Phil (or whoever else I want, okay?) Just super cute and super funny stuff (unless I feel in the mood for something else then it's angst AF)
Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...
Phil is depressed. Dan helps with depression The only way Dan can help? Is if you send one text. -- Date created - 03/04/16 M D Y Date finished - ??/??/?? M D Y Lower case intended
[COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant
[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016
Dan Howell is just a boy in his school; nothing more, but he's seen as less, and feels like less, until one day there's a new kid in town; Phil Lester. And what are the odds that Dan might talk to Phil? Slim. But of course, Phil ends up sitting next to Dan, starting something without knowing; an unbreakable friendship...
memeking69 : I'm JOHN CENAAAAAAA memeking69 : lol jk hi my name's dan buffylover666 : okie dokie my name's phil
Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...
