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  • Medicine || Lashton 5 seconds of summer
    67.3K 3K 15

    "...you were just a teacher and you meant nothing to me..." The only time Luke took medicine was to try to kill himself. The only time Ashton takes medicine is when he's sick and to make himself happy every morning. (Warning: Mentions of past self harm, drug use, physical abuse, sexual abuse, and heavy swearing.)

  • Damaged Goods ~ A 5sos Lashton story
    455K 15.9K 24

    "Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...

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  • You Don't Hear My Cries - Lashton
    805K 38.3K 66

    Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

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  • Amnesia [Lashton] Sequel to YDHMC
    269K 16K 53

    "Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I...

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  • Painting Flowers // Ashton Irwin [au]
    646K 20.4K 48

    [Sequel to Paint You Wings] Sometimes the only way to set yourself free is by facing the one who held you down.

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  • Paint You Wings // Ashton Irwin [au]
    2.2M 63.6K 62

    "All you needed was for someone to paint you wings; to set you free from the memories that tied you down." ~~~ Emilia Anderson has spent far too many years shielding herself out of fear of being hurt by those she cares deeply for. After losing her parents in an unfortunate accident and becoming traumatized as a resul...

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