(crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)
Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)
"a soul mate au when you write something on your skin with pen/marker/whatever the hell you want, it will show up on your soul mates skin as well" disclaimer: i do not own dan and phil in any shape, way or form. hope you enjoy reading this long-ish phan oneshot based on a prompt from tumblr.
Last night was the first time I met Peter Pan. | Book 1 in the Lost Series |
this cold metal feels like home to me dan. trigger warning self harm and suicidal actions
Phil goes to a new school after bullying becomes too much at his other. But the negativity that has placed itself in his life suddenly starts slowly drifting away when he immediately meets a new friend, Dan Howell, almost immediately. Their friendship quickly escalates, and leaves Phil thinking that maybe his life i...
October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'
Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D
Phil is popular: president of his fraternity, shortstop of the baseball team, he's got it all figured out. But when Phil meets Dan, a flamboyant freshman in the theatre department, everything changes. Despite warnings from their friends, Dan and Phil can't stay away from each other, but when these two worlds come cras...
Tell Me a Lie is a game that's self-explanatory. Dan and Phil are telling each other a lie. Triggers: boyxboy A/N: Not a very good one shot. Sorry. I wrote it a loooong time ago and was saving it for a time like this.
Dan gets sent off to an all boy camp for the summer. He never thought that it would be this hard to stay in the closet. Triggers: boyxboy, smut Author note: I didn't mean to offend anyone with the title, I have nothing against gay people. (obviously) It's just what Dan calls the camp.
{COMPLETE} AU! Everyone can only see three colors of the rainbow. Any three colored combination of red orange yellow green blue and purple. Their soulmate can see the other three colors. After they have kissed each other they will see every color. Dan sees red green and purple Phil sees orange yellow and blue Texting.
{COMPLETE} **Please note: this is not the skin fic** AU! Anything that happens to your soulmates skin happens to you. Examples~ If you get a tattoo, If you get a paper cut, If you scrape your knee, If you draw on it, etc.
I don't really know what I'm writing to be completely honest I just hope you like it. Be warned that this phanfiction involves self harm and self hatred and if any of those trigger you or you are sensitive to them please read with caution or don't read this at all because the last thing I want is for one of you beans...
"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}
"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide
in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]
TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...
~Sequel To A slim chance~ Dan finally makes it out of prison and he has he mind set on one thing; Phil But when will things work out, or will Dan's time in prison have taken its toll on others too? Most importantly, will Dan ever gain back Phil's trust? It seems impossible.
hello! I am your secret admirer.. in a way.. but less stalker like.. so phil.. how are you? you may not know who I am, but I am not that close to you.. I would like to get closer to you.. your secret admirer x P.S. just leave these notes in the crack in the wall in the men's bathroom.. right next to the first stall. ...
Phannnn texts! Shouldn't be to much triggers in here but there will be warnings if there are. Goal: 100 reads x
Dan Howell is the happiest person alive. He has the best job, lives in London, and has the best boyfriend, Phil Lester. Or so he thinks. Strange things start happening. There are fires and increasing amounts of deaths, but when he discovers who is behind it all, his whole world will change. Will he ever be safe again...
Two anorexia patients Two untold stories Is a slim chance really enough to survive? -------- When Dan Howell is sent to a rehab full of depressed teenage girls, will he ever be able to escape his traumatic past? It's a slim chance... until Phil Lester comes along that is. -------- please be aware that this was written...
[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4
SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...
There's only two things that Dan likes: 1) colors and 2) flowers And also 3) Phil Lester (Technically three things)
wanderlust [WON-der-luhst] n., a strong, innate desire to rove or travel about One day, Kellin decides to escape his Oregon hometown by taking a one-man trip to California. While there, he doesn’t plan for his car to get stolen by a devious ex. He doesn’t plan on having to follow smart-ass clues to get it back. He doe...
Would YOU trust someone who bought you off Ebay? Grace is sick of being labelled a snob because of her money. She's sick of her backstabbing friends and her mansion of a house. She doesn't know how to tell if people are friends with Grace, or Grace's money, and all she really wants is a fresh start. So she decid...
Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...
