"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide
"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}
Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."
"And let's say I fall in love with you, what's in it for you?" "Good karma." "For breaking my heart?" "For proving you have one." {or the one where they make a bet about who will fall in love first} STARTED - 02/08/16 COMPLETED - 23/03/17
"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction
Years after his boyfriend's disappearance, Dan has been living alone, moping by himself and refusing to go out. He never gets any visitors, until one night there's a knock at his door, and he opens it to reveal someone he thought he'd never see again: his not-so-missing boyfriend, Phil Lester. Dan struggles to grasp...
phan // in which a rich kid meets a cute homeless boy who has something he needs
"I didn't ask to be in the middle of your ego-battle," I grumble. Blake pins me to my locker, hands resting on either side of my head. "Well, you got it in anyway, Darling," he whispers. His face is inches away from mine and damn me for licking my lips. I am NOT falling for these guys. And then, at the corner of my e...
Phil is a first year intern in hopes to be a great surgeon one day. When there's an accident involving a ferry a little boy Jake Howell approaches him begging him to save his father, Dan. Before he knows it he finds himself getting attached to the little boy and his father. Warning: Mentions of blood. And that's prett...
"Let's go have fun," - Phil, the school jock who towers over everyone in height, falls fast for a short boy named Dan. [COMPLETED]
i don't want your body but i hate to think about you with somebody else ; sequel to a change of heart ; copyright © 2018
Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
[complete] finding a girl who is equally pretty won't be hard ; copyright © 2017
Daniel Howell joins a new school after getting bullied. He moved to Lakewood a school in London as his parents decided to move. Second book is slowly in progress - but following it on from the same book.
Phil Lester is a tattoo artist. Dan Howell is an aspiring poet. Phil Lester has the tattoo covered arms. Dan Howell has the flower crowns. What happens when these two opposites cross paths? Do opposites really attract? Or is it just a myth? *This story mentions cancer and character death*
"I was a king under your control" "But I was a slave under your control." --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dan is Prince of Evernon, soon to be king. He is trying to choose the right people to do the right jobs and is still waiting for his maiden to find him. Phil is a magician and...
{ the sting of these cuts don't hurt as much as your words }
Dan loves to write, and spends all of his time on wattpad. But, his life isn't that easy, constantly teased and bullied at uni, the only friend Dan has is Phil, a mysterious stranger on the internet. WARNINGS: Smut Strong Language Top!Phil Depressing UNPUBLISHED FOR SEVERE EDITING
What if PHIL found someone? Someone that was bi too? Phil, a boy at the age of 16 is gay... Well, bisexual. But more gay. He has no friends so far. he thinks that he'll never find anyone who is like him. But what if he does? What if.
[COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder
Not understanding feelings for others is hard. Not understanding attraction is hard. But it's even harder when you don't understand yourself. Trust is hard when you can't trust yourself.
Dan Howell and Phil Lester have stopped keeping eachother in the friend zone, but can they really keep their relationship from the internet before bad things happen? *DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE EXTREME CRINGE*
{COMPLETE} An AU where everyone has a puzzle piece above their head. When you fall in love with your soulmate the pieces click together and a heart forms on them. The only problem is that Phil Lester doesn't have a puzzle piece it's just a white square. Then Dan shows up.
One Way; a phanfiction about the consequences of love. TW: abuse, minor mention of depressive thoughts. I don't recommend reading if you're easily triggered by things like these.
Phil falls for a new kid in his class. highschool au! an: this is very bad! i was a child when i made this also if you're my irl please don't make fun of me !!! i know it sucks!!!!
'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17
(Based off Coldplay's Paradise) In which Dan is a lonely, sad boy who can't seem to find a source of happiness. ■■■ "We're a match made in hell, Daniel Howell." {{ Punk!Phil Pastel!Dan}}
i thought i had a happy relationship with phil. i always thought that we were going to be together forever. i was wrong. +×+× or the one where phil is a cheater and dan finds out +×+× inspired by miss jackson by panic! at the disco
