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  • I Felt a Connection
    32.3K 1.2K 25

    Dan is a boy that is bisexual, he currently goes to University. But he sees a boy.. named Phil. He can't help but feel a connection. When, Dan came out to his mother she didn't accept him. Dan, leaving his house crying has to live in University. Phil, sees this hopeless boy. And saves him. WARNING: includes; self harm...

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  • psychedelia | phan
    46.2K 2.7K 18

    Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

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  • A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
    2.9M 108K 90

    TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

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  • Why I have trust issues: phan
    111K 5K 26

    Phil Lester has been bullied for years and when he is diagnosed with chronic depression it starts to go downhill. But could the new boy prove to be the light in an otherwise dark world? Read to find out. Trigger Warning: contains scenes of abuse, graphic violence, self harm, depression, bulemia, anorexia and other tri...

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  • No Words....( a Phan smut/angst/fluff)
    60.3K 1K 8

    Dan is the just the ordinary new boy who wants to get an education. He doesn't have time for Drama. Yet when he meets Mina and discovers Phil. He knows that Phil was his soulmateヽ( ̄д ̄;)ノ=3=3=3 then he did that Phil is mute. What will Dan do when he falls deep I love with Phil. WARNINGS: Sex, Self-H...

  • Asexual Howell (Phan AU)
    52.1K 3.5K 37

    Dan has a partner when he finds out he's asexual. He's always felt not normal towards sex and is shocked when he finds out why, he feels like he will never be normal again. He confides in his girlfriend Paige who seems to take it fine, but it causes a lot of hassle in the relationship. Soon Dan is becoming more and...

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  • Never Let Go - Danisnotonfire x Reader
    1.7M 65K 94

    - won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER...

  • Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
    217K 10.9K 31

    Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
    168K 5.7K 42

    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • Bruised (Phan) [EDITING]
    94K 6.7K 46

    [COMPLETED] [MULTI SHIPPING] Join some immature, lovesick boys who struggle to not only to love themselves but those around them. A heart wrenching story revolving around some anorexics, some bulimics, and a purger, all of whom thrive to be the skinniest in the EDU. Highest rankings #4 in Tronnor #124 in Fanfiction ❤️...

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