Paradise

A fanfiction about an unlikely story of two boys falling in love, youtubers Daniel Howell and Philip Lester.

Never Alone (Phan AU)

Sequel to He Speaks Suicide Years after all the madness of Dan's family life and attempts of suicide, him and Phil are married. With a beautiful family, a loving husband, and well paying job, what more could you want? It's the life everyone wants, but what happens when the dark thoughts return and the not-so-happy cou...

PHAN: Suicidal

Dan and Phil meet Jessica, but she's not as sweet as she starts off to be. ~still uploading~ Shoutout to; superwholockin-danxphil.tumblr.com -who drew the picture used for this Phanfiction cover!

Everything's An Illusion // Phan

Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...

Useless (phanfiction)

"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTIO...

struggling➾ phan (complete)

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

Phan self harm

He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

talk me down ;; phan

in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]